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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Haha. I put up new pictures. Just some random pics. Including some taken from Bryan's school. Some pics are kinda taken when i was bored. Sorry, pls dun mind me. Haha.

Hmmm... Went to Logen's house today. Rehearsed our script for lit a few times. Ate some tidbits. And laughed quite alot. Made quite a handful of mistakes. But we are having another rehearsal tmr. So i guess ill have to make it by tmr. Cos the REAL thing's on Frinday.

Had a heart-2-heart talk with Logen about our friendship, getting distant and distant each passing day. So we cleared some stuff up. But i still have some doubts though. Haiz. Wanna talk to Aryani too. But i dunno how to start a serious conver. with her. Im afraid she would just shrug and wun talk about it. I seriously dun wanna lose her as a friend.

Sookie seem to be very quiet since the last time i talked to her on msn. She dun even talk much in school.

Ok. Here's shoutouts to all the friends i treasure :

Sookie*: Talk to me if you need someone to pour out ur troubles k? I'll always be there fer ya to whack hit and throw ur anger on. Haha. Used to seeing u always smiling. Dun take my role.

Aryani*: Hey gurl! I really wanna talk to you yarh? We haven't been as close as we were yarh? Talk to me if you have anything k? U noe how to contact me. ;)

Logen*: We had a really gd talk yupps? Cleared some things up. I hope all ur troubles go away. When you need someone to wash ur hair for you, and nobody had the courage, ill be one call away. Ok! main point is : Whenever you need me, im gonna be there!

Nuraini*: Thanks for being there for me when i was paranoid and being a real bitch. Im sorry for the things i did in the past that hurt you. You're GREAT!!! True friends forever? *wink*

Clarissa*: Hmmm.. The forever irritating Pooty-nehneh. Always taking pictures out of the blue. But she has been great company yarh? Always there when i need some entertainment and laughter. Never fails to crack me & my brother up big time. Dun worry bout ur 'inability' k? Cos then we can talk bad about you even if ur right in front of us. Haha. -Chills-

Annabel: Anna, sorry for all the things i did to you in the past. Wateva i did was a BIG BIG mistake. Did them out of rashness. Don't take it to heart kays? I now noe how to accept people for the way they are. And i hope you accept my apology. Im really sorry. Our clique isn't complete without you. And i really mean that. Sorry*

Stacy*: Hey Teddy Bear! The days we had during the holidays were GREAT!! Had a really fun time interacting wif ya'!! If you're bored and need someone to talk to, or if you feel like going for a dip, gimme a call. Right away! Haha. -Hugs-

If i forgot anybody. Sorry. You're still in my heart. Just that i can't seem to dig ya out now. Hehe. -Off for a break-
Saturday, June 26, 2004

Hey! Guess what peeps? I finally put up the pics i promised! YAY!!! Haha. But the tioman pictures kinda will... "take time"... HAHA. Cos alot of pictures lah. Take ur time. Slowly see. Haha.

So, 1 more day and im back to school! Hmmm... How am i feeling now? Er. I dunnoe? No idea how im feeling. Maybe Happy/Sad. Haha. Contradicting. Nvm. See ya all in school yar? Dun skip first day. Cos i can't wait another day to see all ur kuchinehneh face!!! HAha. Bye!
Friday, June 25, 2004

Ok. I changed my skin. It's still kinda messy and all but i think its ok lah. If you all can't read. Please tell me. Im so sorry if you can't kays?

Hmm. Im currently finishing up my geog project now. Shouldn't be long before i wrap it up. Thanks to stacy, it wasn't difficult to do. In fact, it was a piece of cake!!!

I think ill try to paragraph more next time so it wun be that messy eh? Haha. Comments pls? Thks a whole lot! -toodles-

Hello to all my kuchinehneh(s). Wass........SSSSSuppppp??!??!?!

I really need to upload my pictures soon. Seeing that Clar have already done hers much earlier. I noe, i keep saying i will but i dun right? Dun worry. Im gonna do it this time, i promise. Actually i would do it now if my brother didn't take it for his sentosa trip with his rugger mates. Humph! Haha. Today's gonna be one big busy day for me. I have to finish up all my hw (i wun wanna do it on sat do i?). Eh? Actually, i think thats bout all i have to do for today? Why i say busy ar? HAha. Did i mention i gotto finish ALL my hw?

Damn! I hate going back to school. But i oso kinda wanna go back to school. Cos if i go back i get to see all my KUCHINEHNEH(S) once more. But i have no idea if they wanna see me anot. I haven't really been myself when i get to see them during the holidays. As in, i haven't really been my usual hyperkia self. I hope they dun blame me yarh? PLEASE???? Sorry to all.

I LOVE YA ALL LOADS!!!!

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Ok. Decided to blog since it has been three days since i last tell you guys whats happening in my life. Hmm... The past days have been really sloppy. I wake up late. and then slack around on the com. And watch some tv. And i did a lil bit more of my hw yesterday.

Oh! On Tuesday. i had to wake up quite early to go to my grandma house. My grandpa went to batam so i have to help my grandma with the kids - Chay chye & Bryan. So. Went for breakfast and everything and we are decided to come my house. The first thing my grandma did was start packing up my house. Haha. she's kinda workaholic kind. Even if she's sick she'll still want to do stuff like mop the floor, fold the clothes, wash the clothes ,etc. So Chye started to play games on the com and with his beyblade. Kor decided to have a go at chye's gameboy advance. Bryan wasn't that use to being home in the afternoon on a weekday, so he kinda didn't noe what to do. Played with the com and all. And Bryan peed on me!!! I was damn angry at him i tell you. I asked him if he wanted to pee and he said no. The next minute his pee was flowing down my leg (he was sitting on my lap). Apparently he just pee halfway cos i think my shout gave him a shock and scared him.

I felt really guilty for shouting at him after that though. Cos he looked at me at this cute sad face like he wanted me to pat him and tell him "its ok!"(I didn't,i just hugged him). But i think he should be scolded right? Cos my parents want him to be "potty trained". So i think i did the right thing in scolding him, but i still felt guilty then. Haiz. " I should not spoil my baby brother." That's wat i was told before Bryan was born. Ok. Anyway, went home after Bryan finished sharing noodles with clarissa. And mama wanted me to go home after Bryan slept cos she noes that ill be bored at her house. So i waited for about 15 mins then i went home. I forgot what i did after i went home. Haha.

I just realise one thing, my blog is very messy. I shall seriously change it to a better one next time. ;)

ok! Tata fer nowie!!!!
Monday, June 21, 2004

Hello!!! hmmm... Clar slept over last night. It was pretty fun. We played a little cards and then got on with our monopoly game. I lost til very very very cham. Not only am i bankrupt, i still owe her about 10k. Hmmm.. jinxed i guess. Anyway, im very very happy. Wanna noe why? Cos i 'enlightened' clarissa to read harry potter book. She's starting on the 2nd book noe. She's addicted!!! Haha. Harry potter is currently my idol!!! Talking bout idol.. I have another idol. FRANK WILLIAM ABGNALE JUNIOR. He is the guy in CATCH ME IF YOU CAN. He is damn freaking smart. He like, check fraud over 4 million bucks all over the world. I really would like to meet this guy man. So cool. He pretended to be a pilot, a doctor, a lawyer and he got loads of different names. He is soooo damn smart that he is in the history of the americans for the best fraud or something lidat. Haha. He helps the FBI now on investigation on check fraud. Man! Damn cool. I love the show. another idol of mine now is Nicholas tse. I think he's really handsome. Cool in a sense. But heard many rumours that he ain't a good guy. Hmmm.. nvm. ;)

anyway, going back to clar. Guess what? Last night, when we were both sound asleep on muh brothers bed. Clarissa lim shiqin hugged me and murmured something. I called her but she just murmured something again. It was very funny come to think of it. she hugged me for i think about 15-30 mins then she let go. I was too tired to laugh or do anything so i slept again. when i told her this morning she was very embarassed. Haha. Wait til i tell my brother about it! He sure laugh like hell! Talking about my brother, he's coming back today at around 4 plus. Hmm.. He must be damn shagged now. Heard he won a game though. and he said it was quite enjoyable- the trip. Clar can't wait to see him again after 5 long and lonely days. Talking bout it. I kinda wish he come back soon also. Cos then i got HIM to quarrel with again and him to call Bastard. Haha. and i will hear his ever so idiotic voice calling me bitch again. Hmmm.

Ok.clar is reading "her" harry potter book now. and i think she's quite engrossed in it cos she can't seem to hear me when i call her. Haha. Another prove of her inability to multi-task. She hates it when me and my bro tease her bout it. And when we sabo her by telling our mom bout it. actually, my mom also can't multi-task. But hers is not as serious as clar's. Haha. Ok. I shall not tease her again if not she will say im saying all this bcos im PEK that i did not win her in monopoly. Haha.

Bcos of clar, i did not go out to eat. Instead i ate a few mouthfuls of BA ZHANG and tuna bread. She said that she dun wanna go out just in case my brother comes back and can't find anybody at home. She is really very very naive. haha. But i can understand. So being a very gd substitution, i stayed home with her. Haha. she is now covered up with the bllanket lying on the bed reading the ever so nice and addictive harry potter. I guess ill have to lend her the whole serires soon. But i can't bear the 5th book. I've been sleeping with it by my side since. Haha. I sound like a physco. I dunno why but i feel more comfy when i sleep with the book beside me. Hehe. i AM physco!!!




Oh yah. I promised to talk about the sentosa thingy right? Ok. here goes: I woke up early in the morning and went to bradell mrt to meet clar, my bro and nnon boy. We went to Harbour front mrt to meet xiang zhong, alwin, marcus, xian kai, nick and vina- all my brother's friend. went to sentosa and started slacking around. We played touch rugby for awhile. I tell you, the sand was super hot. Its like burnt charcoal man. We were like ants on a hot pan. hopping around and finding shade. I sucked pretty badly at touch cos i dun dare to touch muh bro's friend and all. And shannon was kinda like, better than me? Damn! Haha. So after that, nnon boy's spirit seemed to go low and he started to leave the team and play alone. So i went and play with him. Then something kinda happened and there were tears and all. Then blah blah blah. And then i and shannon went playing in the sea. We tried to swim to the slide but bcos shannon isn't a very qualified swimmer to swim in deep water. He kinda almost drowned me. Haha. So i brought him back to shore and he walked to the slide there. But he didn't dare swim anymore. So we decided that our plan to go to the slide wasn't going to be a succesful one. But my brothers friend got to the slide alright. Except maybe xiang zhong. I think he either dunno how to swim, or he dun wanna go. Fine. So we swam back to our spot near the rocks. shannon decided to go look for crabs. He found several snails. Saw a crab and he tried to catch it but in the end, he got biten by it on the leg. so it was again, unsuccessful. We played awhile on the shore and found a plastic bag. We used it to put in all the snails we catched. We, nnon boy and i, went to catch more snails. We caught about 10-15. and put it in the bag first. after we decided we had enough, we went back to shore and transferred the snails into the cups. During our adventure of snails catching, the rest of the ppeps were playing captain ball and volleyball. after all the adventure. Clar and the very very hilarious group of guys went for sun tanning. I tell you. Its damn damn funny! cos it was first time for most of the people and they were damn kiasu. They sprayed alot. And there's this one guy, marcus that sprayed alot and still think he wasn't 'shiny' enuf. He very funny sia. When he saw the slide. He was like "Oh look! look! there's a slide! yeah! lets go play slide!" haha. Made eveyone laugh. But clar couldn't tan long cos muh brother have to go for rugby training soon. So we left after a 20 mins tan.

clar me and nnon boy went to the hawker to have a very yummy plate of chicken rice. while my brother had to go to his rugby training alone. clar wasn't very happy letting him go all alone. So he 'da bao' one packet of chicken rice to his training - he was pretty hungry. Then when we ate finish, we went to the mrt and we met the others once more by chance. We took the mrt but we left at orchrd station cos clar wanted to go shop for xiang zhong's prezzo. So we walked around and found this tee that say 1 ol' cock. Plain but it was nice. Then we walked ard and me and nnon boy was damn shagged. We kept complaining and complaining that clar had no choice but to leave her shopping to let us have a rest. Sat down for quite awhile and then i had to go off for my tuition(hate it to the core). Clar and nnon boy went to watch Home on the range. Heard it was quite nice. Shame i couldn't watch it with them. :( But nvm. Its over. Ok. I think that was about what happened on that day we went to Sentosa.




Ok then, my post is done. I noe its long but, just read ok? hah. ;)
Saturday, June 19, 2004

change a bit of my font size and still can't get the picture to show itself. Hmmm.. I think ill change my template soon. And i oso can't seem to get the cody thingy song in my template cos if i put it in. My posts goes all the way to the right and you would have to scroll right to read it. Weird! I gotta work it out soon. so tired right now but dun feel like going to sleep. My brother is still in KL now. I kinda miss him lah. Miss his ugly face and all, u noe? Haha. Anyway, goodnight to all and i love ya'all!!! Especially, baby Bryan! I love him da most and i wun forget my promise to you yarh? Pinky swear!!!!!!

ok! goodnight bryan and kor and mommie and daddie and clar and shannon and friends!!!!
Friday, June 18, 2004

Ok.. Something is wrong.. Testing... testing...

Clar and me went running & swimming yesterday. eh was so tired to run because we woke up at 630am and i slept pretty late the previous night so we ran only 12 rounds (not run, jog i mean! ;p) feeling guilty but thats okay, at least i completed 12 rounds. then clar and i swam 10 laps.. haha when we said we'll do 20. damn! never mind, i was pretty restless and moody so we thought we'll soak in the pool after that. and clar cut herself again. she's so prone to cuts and injuries nowadays.. she's becoming a klutz man.

anyway, we then decided to grab a bite in the cafeteria of the swimming complex and guess who we saw? the cast of the new show that will be on air. that swimming show lah - the one starring jeanette aw, fiona xie, rachel lee, etc? well, one thing i have to say.. they have like layers of layers of make-up on man! isn't it supposed to be a swimming show??!? anyway, jeanette aw doesn't look good in person.. actually all of them are not very good-looking in person except for one. my goodness, she's damn damn pretty i tell you! just that i forgot her name right now. haha.

So,after that, we went to my house.I took a bath and took a quick nap before going to meet yeni, sookie,logen, nur, and anna for ipw project meeting. I was damn freaking tired man. I didn't even wanted to go. But i had to or else they were give me a thrashing when they see me. Anyway, dragged myself there eventually. Do all the video shooting which was quite lame. Logen and i had to put powder all over our head so that we will look old. And we had to fall so many times that we REALLy hurt ourselves. After all the filming, we played a lil' blind catch and marco polo. I kinda wasn't hyper when i was there. Cos i was tired and all the filming was killing me. And i didn't wanna stay cos there was someone there that i didn't wanna see. Bah! Hate it! But still pulled through quite ok though. But i think muh frenz weren't really happy that i was sulking. But wadeva lah. Dun really care. My whole leg is so aching now. PAIN!!!!!

Im in clarissa's house right now. Hey! i just realise something. I spend ALOT of time with her recently. I come to her house evryday! Man! Haha. Guess muh bro's not here to accompany her since he went for his rugby trip to KL. So i will be a very lousy substituition for him for awhile.

We watched I AM SAM just now. It was soooooo sad. Tell you what, SEAN PENN IS A VERY GOOD ACTOR!!!! I cried most of the part though. The girl is really cute and smart. Ok.. Its about this guy, sam, he is slightly retarded. He was made use of to get a girl pregnant. Then the girl left him with the baby and went away. He tried to look after her. He manged to raised her til she was 7. Sam had a mind of a 7 yer old. And since Lucy just turned 7. The people were saying that he wun be able to raise her when she grow older cos by then, she would be smarter than him. She was a very smart girl. But she refused to learn bcos shje didn't wanted to be smarter than her daddy. So sweet right? Anyway, sam wanted to surprise her on her bdae. But something happened. One of her friends told her father that Lucy(the daughter) wished she was adopted, but it wasn't true. So Sam tried to push the boy away. So blah blah blah. Then some idiots think that Lucy should go to a foster home bcos they think that Sam wun be able to raise Lucy anymore. Sam's lawyer was a very good lawyer but at first she was unwilling to help sam. But soon after, she did. And everything. The daughter was really sweet. She tried to escape with Sam to a place faraway. But sam being very naive and innocent refused to do it. So they tot sam kidnapped Lucy. And they used it against him. every night, Lucy would leave the foster house secretly to visit her father. Just when sam was about to lose the case. The foster parents realise that Lucy really needed and loved sam. So they didn't testify against him. And the lawyer and sam bcame gd friends. And they all lived happily ever after.

The show was really really sweet. I cried alot! It's also a show that tells you alot about the love parents have for their kids. Bcos he was disabled but he didn't lose the love evry parent have for their kids. Really sweet i tell you.

So clar and her family is eating dinner now and im here blogging. i will be going off abit later. Hmm... Oh yah! We did some of our hw just now! Yarh.. Like.. I finally did my hw. What a accomplishment huh? I dunno how to do my english hw though.. But i do know 1 thing. No matter how many enquiries i have bout it.. I'll never call Mdm chia to ask her. She will make my phone bill very high cos she will nag around.

Ok. i shall blog until here. Dunno why recently i like dun feel like blogging leh. Too tired i guess.. Oh.. did i talk about the sentosa trip? Hmmm.. I blog about it tmr or later lah ok? Laterz!
Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Damn.. I dunno wassup with my template. Can't really see the picture can i? I dunno why i feel so pissed off right now. Like as if the whole freaking world owes me something. Fucked up! There's still so much hw to do. IPW project,Stupid fucking geog project, Maths freaking hw,English mother tooting hw, And chinese idiotic forever irritating hw. I just hate school and work and every mother tooting thing in the world. Ok. Im back to muh old self again. Mood swings. Fuck. Hate it til death. But unfortunately, it's oso til death shall we part. Arsehole! Sorry for the vulgarities peepz. No idea where it all come from. Other than myself. Hmmm...

Went out with stacy today. Many stupid things happened that was so hilarious. No mood to talk bout it though. Wanted to visit logen but he wasn't free. HAd so much crap to do but didn't do any, Homework i mean. Hate it like hell hates heaven (not really sure of it tho). Haiz. Off to think bout stuff now. laters dudes!
Sunday, June 13, 2004

The last five days i spent was SUPERB!!!! I went to tioman island for three days, KL for one day, and Genting for one day. Tioman was THE BEST!!! Haha.. Let's see.

Day 1 :
Woke up at 5am. got ready and all. My family, clarissa and i took a 2 hours drive to Mersing. Took another 2 hours of ferry ride to tioman island. We settled down in a very very nice chalet and went exploring. Man!! The water there was very clear. There was a small swimming pool near the chalet so we went swimming there. Bryan was so cute! He kept jumping of the edge of the pool. He wasn't afraid of the water at all. Im so proud of him! Hehe. Ok. So clarissa & i took diving lessons in the pool. My brother couldn't dive bcos of his old ear injury. Anyways, the diving lessons were cool. But the diving sessions were cooler!!! Haha. We were supposed to learn all the basics in the pool first. So we only went out to sea the next day - day 2. I think that was all we did on the first day. Oh yah! We got complimentary breakfast, lunch and dinner during our stay there. The food was great! I mean, it exceeded my expectation. Slacked around for the rest of the day. Played cards and twister. Had a Heavenly supper. The noodle and chicken was superb! The burger wasn't bad as well. Then after evrything. Watched minority report on the tele. Then off to bed!!!

Day 2 :
Woke up early in the morning. Saw the ever so beautiful sky which was orangy yellow. Ate breakfast and got ready for our snorkelling trip. Took a small baot to Ringis to have our first snorkel. Haha. I was pretty freaked out. I admit! Im afraid of fishes ok?!?!!? I backed out half way and my poor dad had to accompany me back to the boat cos i was to afraid to snorkel back on my own. after that my mom went down while i look after bryan. My mom was also as scared as me. And muh dad had to accompany her all the way too. Haha. He was a lil fustrated bout it. Bryan went down for awhile. He wasn't as sacred as me or my mom cos i think he dunno what he was in at. Haha. I tell you, Every second i was in the water, i was screaming. My whole family was laughing at me! :( Haha. Saw a bamboo fish b4 i backed out, anyway. It was what made me really wanna go back up on the boat, where it's safe. Cos the bamboo fish looked so scary! It looks like it may attack you anytime. Haha. So, after muh brave daddy went to snorkel around the island (so scary!), we headed off to the Marine Park to have another go at snorkelling. Woooo!!! The snorkel there was much more fun. Cos there was a float in the middle which i can rest on. Dad, bro, clar and i jump of from a 2 storey high jetty into the water. It was very very scary. I felt as if my heart could have fallen out any moment! Haha. But nevertheless, it was great fun! Snorkelled more in Marine Park although the fishes there were much more intimidating adn big. Saw 2 small flathead shark while snorkelling there. Their head looked like the sole of a shoe. Haha. So after that, it was about 1 pm. So we went back to the chalet and had our lunch and all.

I was so scared that i had to run to the toilet a few times bcos i had many many butterflies in muh stomach. I didn't even finish my lunch. Why was i sooooo afraid???? Cos i was going diving out in the deep deep sea (Coral island) right after lunch. I tought "if snorkelling was such a big scare to me. How will diving take me?" And again, muh whole family laughed at me. My stomach felt weird when i was changing into the diving suit, jumped aboard the boat (met a just-married couple from Norway), putting on all the equipment, and getting down into the water. But when i descend down into the water and onto the sea bed. I felt much more comfortable. Diving wasn't scary at all!!!! The fishes NEVER get near you. My father was my buddy under water for the first dive. And we saw all kinds of sea creatures. Touched a few corals and all. i got cut by a coral on my knee cos i got to close to the sea bed. I beared with it all the way til the end. It was STINGING man. But i didn't really care. Dad held up a sea cucumber which looked very slimy. I didn't really touch it though cos it shud feel disgusting looking by the way at how it looks. Haha. But guess what? The first dive was NOTHING compared to the second dive!

We went to ringis for our next dive (Clarissa as my partner). It was sooooooo cool!!!! it was so cool i FORGOT to pee!!! Haha. So, the dive there was GREAAAAAAAT!!!! We saw many many clownfishes(Nemo). And the sea urchins looked very scary as well. Saw a group of Paracudas. They looked very very terrifying. My dad said that if you see ONE paracuda, it means that it is hunting and that it will attacl you if you go too close. So i was kinda scared though i know that they weren't dangerous bcos they were in a group. Then we saw another school of a differnt species of paracudas swimming pass us. Very very cool. ;) After that. We continued our diving journey. And guess what peeps?!?!?!?! We saw a cute cute sea turtle!!!! The instructor went to touch it. But we were too far behind. So we only got a glimsp of it before it got scared away. Saw some Batfishes as well. Big ones! Haha. And one more thing, Clarissa got sucked by a suckerfish! Haha. It was damn freaking funny! Actually suckerfish are fishes that sucks the skin of sharks and other big fishes for dead skin (i think.). But some how or the other, it got attracted to Clar and started sucking her instead. She kept looking behind trying to find out what is 'biting' her. But with all the equipment and evrything it is hard to achieve that. Then i found the cause of her pain and couldn't stop smilimg under water. Haha. So the instructor came with a metal rod and chased the suckerfish away. Everything was back to normal. We finished our dive and ascended up to the surface of the water. Only to find that the boat was very far away. So we shouted and waved to the boat to come pick us up. When we got up onto the boat. Everybody was in deep discussion about the dive. Clar got a few "mosquito-bites-like" bites and she was cursing the suckerfish all the way to the chalet. Saying "i hate the suckerfish cos it SUCK!" Haha. The instructor told me that my cut will start to itch in a few days time. But til now, it haven't started yet. I hope it won't though. The bumpy ride back was kinda cool as we were talking on and on about how great diving was. Haha. Its a pity though, that we didn't get to see a shark. Muh dad hopes were high when he saw the suckerfish but i guess it was just wishful thinking. Cos he say if we see a shark on our very first dive. It will be very very very lucky. I wonder how i will react when i see one. anyways, after we reached the chalet, me and dad went to snorkel near the beach for awhile while clar and wilson took a rest. Mom and bryan played with sand. Saw some Sunfish and some small fishes that hid in the stone holes. Cute! Had dinner and everything after taking a quick shower. Walked around for sometime. Then went back to the chalet and played cards. Had supper again. Extra food!- satay & rice. Sleeping time!

Day 3 :
Woke up early again. Had breakfast with mommy, bryan and daddy. Kor and Clar were too lazy to get up. Whole body was aching from the dive. Its still aching til now! Haha. But it was well worth it! Ok. Erm, after breakfast, Me and dad went to a near island. We walked there as it was low tide. It looks oddly like the Robinson Cruso island. Haha. Took some pictures there. Then headed for the Rock Fall. Mom and bryan didn't go for both as brayn couldn't take the long walk. He kept asking my mom to carry him and refuse to let anyone else touch him. Naughty naughty boy! Anyway, the rockfall was damn nice1 The water was icy cold!!! Sat around in the cold water for awhile. Splashed water on each other and dared each other to stay in the water for 30 seconds. Saw some tiny tiny shrimps. Then walked backed down the jungle track back to the chalet. Bathed and got ready to leave. I dunno bout the others but i wasn't happy. I didn't want to leave. 3 days wasn't enough!!! But i had to do what i had to do. Dragged muhself to the jetty. And wait for about 1 hr for the stupid ferry to come. It was late!!!! While waiting, we fed bread to the fishes. The wind was so strong that it blew our bread away before it reached the water. Saw 3 small samll paracudas hunting. Awesome! But it only attacked once. Hmmmm... So finally the boat arrived and we were on our way back to Mersing. And from Mersing, we headed to KL!!!!

Day 4 :
We extended our stay. We were supposed to be home on day 4 but decided to go to KL. Day 4 and 5 were kinda boring. Cos we were back to the hectic REAL world instead of the carefree tioman island. :( Ate a very delicious meal of Bak Kut Teh. Satyed in Mint hotel for the night. My bro and mom were afraid cos they say that the hotel was kinda haunted. But muh dad said it was nonsense. Haha. He said it was actually famous for its "massage parlour". Its like a PIMP hotel. Haha. So ate Macdonalds for spper and slept. Woke up early next day to go to Genting.

Day 5 :
Headed for Genting highlands. BORING!!!! I've been there loads of times. Nothing much to do there except to play arcade and the outdoor theme park. But for the adults? It was Casino time!!!! Hahaha... Couldn't get a hotel as it was very last minute. But got one in the end through black market. As in, some guy will sell us rooms at higher price to earn money. It was very expensive for one night stay but we had no choice. Bryan HAD to sleep somewhere. So, Put our bags in the room and went exploring around while dad went to the casino. Shopped for quite awhile. I didn't buy anything cos i didn't want to spent money. But i did buy some contacts. Heh heh. Bryan had a few go(s) at the children bumper car. He was sooooo excited to be able to drive a car. He kept bumping into pple and then he would laugh out loud. But sometimes he got stuck bcos he didn't really noe how to operate the vehicle. Once, he kept turning reound and round and round til he went giddy. Haha. Very very hilarious i tell you. Sat the very boring ferris wheel also. Hmmmm... What else did i do???? Oh yah. At night, after Bryan was asleep. Muh mom decided to go to the casino. Leaving bryan with me, clar and kor. The first half an hour was peaceful. But when everyone was sound asleep. Suddenly Bryan woke up and demanded to have his mommy back. He was crying so hysterically that he vomitted all over me. I called my mom to ask her to come back. And while waiting for her. I took shower for bryan and attempted to sooth him down. I guess it helped a little bcos he didn't cry as hysterically as when he just woke up and found out his mommy was gone. Actually, i think i did great for a first time in this kinda situation. cos when i see Bryan's vomit, i usually dun even dare look at it. But this time i didn't even care if i had vomit all over me. I just wanted Bryan to stop crying. When he didn't stop cryng for a very long time, i almost cried bcos i dunno what else to do to sooth him. And my brother wasn't even helping. At least Clarissa helped to calm Bryan down and brought him out for a walk. So muh mom came back and Bryan stopped crying at once! MIRACLE!!!!! I didn't even know how long she went. But she told me she was only in the Casino for bout 10 mins cos the walk there took bout 15 mins. So Mom managed to make Bryan go back to sleep and i took a shower and went back to bed as well. Dad came back only at about 2 something in the morning. And then all was peaceful once again. Then checked out at around noon. Ate Siew Yok Fan (roast pork rice)for lunch and headed back to singapore. Stopped at the melaka bridge for A&W on the way.

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So now im here back home blogging. And i think i blog very long already. So i guess thats bout all. I hope all of you have a great holiday!!!! And to Logen, Aryani, Nuraini, Sook han, Stacy, Harris, Shunli, Fuhua & all muh friends, I MISS YOU ALL SOOO0OOOO MUCH!!!!!
Sunday, June 06, 2004

ok.. New song up.. Wanted to put Shakira's Objection but seems like it got some problem.. So decided to put this after much consideration. Haha.. Clar yesterday abit xiao. Wanted to blog for me. So she did! And she asked me to blog for her. And so i did! Very fun game of monopoly yesterday.

Ok! Stayed at home the whole day today. Char's gonna lend me some vcd(s) soon! So eager to watch! Heehee*
Saturday, June 05, 2004

LETS WELCOME THE GUEST BLOGGER FOR TODAY - *TADAA* CLARISSA THE GREAT!!!

thank you, thank you everyone! (smiles) its an honour for me, clarissa lim to blog for mandy low. well well, what can i say here? hmmmm.

first and foremost, i need to remind the owner of this blog that she forgot to blog about the concert that we attended on thursday (an evening with the saints) and for her to go on & on about how magnificent that concert was. if there was one word to describe that concert, it would be 'eye-opener'. because i'm quite suaku in this kindda thing and i've never even been to a band concert in my whole life before! much more in the esplanade! heehee. it was just wonderful lah.

anyway, today was basically another typical bumming day that we lead. however, it wasn't all that bad. we had fun playing monopoly didn't we?! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! mandy lost so much, she had zero dollars with her.. in other words - bankrupt lah! (giggles) she always lose when it comes to board games such as monopoly. heeheehaha.

alright, right now, we're just waiting for aunt cindy and uncle alex to come back from ikea so that we can have our dinner soon. we're all starving and we had to resort to stealing chinchow in the fridge. hahaha. the way wilson tried to eat it was pretty damn disgusting. he just bit the whole chunk off! bleah. anyway i shouldn't say anything bad about him cos he's my beloved baby. haha.

hmmmmm, lets see.. what else? yes! wilson's currently bathing with his baby brother bryan while mandy and i are just slacking in the room; me using the com & mandy munching on pringles.

before i sign off, i wanna copy and paste this beautful song that is tear-worthy by p diddy. its song that he dedicated to one of his singerfriend*, Big, that passed away. pretty touching and sweet.. so here it goes..

I'll Be Missing You

"Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (c'mon, check it out)

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you'll open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

[chorus]
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

I miss you Big

It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I coul turn back the hands of time
Us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

Somebody tell me why

One black morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face.."

*It means no worries for the rest of your days*

Watched Harry Potter & The Prisoner Of Azkaban yesterday with stacy.. Very nice.. Sirius Black look very different from how i imagined him to be.. So does Professor Lupin & Professor Trelawny.. Haha.. Can't wait for the fourth movie out.. Went to band practice today and all... Haha.. Dun wanna talk bout it.. Very "not-nice-to-talk-about".. ;) Determined to quit though.. And im GONNA quit..

In the midst of reading Harry Potter fifth book now.. Finished with the fourth one already... The book is much more interesting than the movie of cos.. Bcos the movie skipped loads of parts and changed the storyline a lil'... But it was nevertheless, very interesting... Haha.. Imagine if they followed the book strictly.. The whole movie would last for bout 3-4 hours, or even more!!! Haha.. I dunno if i shud continue reading the fifth bk.. Cos if i read on.. Im afraid i won't be able to stop.. Hehe.. Just realised that Khrisha's blog is using muh previous song .. Haha.. Can't blame her.. It is a very nice song.. Stacy's blog is ok now.. Can go visit sometime yarh?

Hmm... Played monopoly with clar and muh brother today.. Quite fun at the ending cos i was trying all means to lose all my money - i didn't want to play any more but they refused to let me quit unless i go bankrupt.. So i aimed for all their housed prperties.. Gave all muh money and property to clar in the end cos i landed in one of her property with four houses... Ask Nikhil,Fuhua,Shunli,Eliseus,Teck khang and some other guys how fun was the game we played that day - monopoly,but the smaller version... We were acting like rich brats.. Going "Keep the change" here and there and throwing 'money' at each other faces as we have millions and millions of dolars.. Haha... Nikhil was the richest after all.. We laughed like hell!!! Very very funny, i tell you!! Allies here and there.. Money flying all around (sweet wrappers too,huh?!?!)... Haha.. Thinking of it makes me wanna laugh out loud.. :) Very funny indeed!! Hoping to have that much fun once again when school reopens.. But i doubt it though.. :(

Ok.. Wanna go back to reading now.. Anyways, just to let you all noe.. Im not a bookworm nor am i a geek that bury myself in piles and piles of books.. Just trying to keep myself busy... Those who noe me will noe.. I dun usually pick up a story book yarh? Haha..

-HAKUNA MATATA TO ALL I LOVE AND WHO LOVES ME!!!-
Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Went for first maths trail tuition today.. I tell you, it was PATHETIC!!!! There was only two students in the very very big and cold room.. Very quiet.. Oddly quiet.. Anyways, gonna watch Harry potter tmr.. But currently nobody is going with me.. Guess ill watch it alone then... :( Can't wait.. Hope there will be space tmr lah.. But i think eng wah toa payoh shud have.. I checked the net just now.. They say have.. But i dunno if tmr will have anot.. So guess ill wake up earlier to go there to get the tickets... Anybody reading this now.. "WHY ARE YOU NOT ASLEEP????" Haha.. No lah... What i mean is.. Anybody reading this now.. Call me as soon a possible.. Dun worry.. I won't be slping that early... Gimme a call and u'll have a date!!! Haha.. But guess nobody would want me as a date huh.. Haha.. Nvm..

Clar cooked minestrone soup today.. Just that it kinda wasn't soup.. Haha.. Very very sweet cos she put too much sugar.. Haha.. But still it was quite ok lah.. She having her f&n exams tmr.. Wish her best of lucks!!!!

Nights to all!!!!
Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Haha.. Clar's food turn out quite ok.. Er.. Wait.. I mean the taste only.. The look was like.. Digusting!!! Haha.. Clar was so afraid to let muh parents taste it.. But muh parents liked it very much.. My mom even said that it can be sold.. Haha.. Guess she's pretty high now huh.. Hope she do well for her f&n anyway.. Loved her smoothie.. Very very very YUMMY YUM YUM!!! -smack lips-

Haiz.. I've been thinking.. I feel like i owe bryan alot.. When i scold him for being naughty.. I really feel like im the guilty one.. Not him.. I really love him alot.. But just like how i dunno how to express muh love to others.. I dunno how to express it to him too... I do however kiss him and tell him i love him.. But somehow i just feel like its not enough.. Like i really owe him too much.. Haiz..

Anyway, i dun think ill be working this holiday.. Maybe december one then i work.. Haha.. Im so craving for harry potter the movie now!!! I cant wait!!!

Ok.. I tell you more stuff next time.. Dun really feel like blogging now.. Bye!!!

Still in the midst of reading Harry potter and the goblet of fire.. Hmmm.. Eating muh bao now.. Tasty stuff man.. Haha.. Clar's coming to cook later for her f&n thingy i think.. Need to go take the blender for her from muh grandma house.. So troublesome.. But i have to show her my morale support.. So ill be going to take it for her.. Hope everything turns out fine..

Anyway, had a quarrel with muh brother two days ago.. Guess everything is ok now.. Like what they say "Siblings don't bear grudges for more than a night".. Ok.. I think i got that wrong.. But its something lidat lah.. Its actually a chinese saying lah.. Dunno how to translate so anyhow lor.. But the meaning is almost the same lah.. Currently hating muh holidays now cos i got nth to do.. Wonder if anyone's free tmr.. Wanna go out?? Chill a lil' or something??? Hehe.. Feeling so bored now waiting for clar.. My brother had just gone for his rugby training... Haiz.. All alone at home.. Nth better to do than to blog and read harry potter books.. How boring can i get??!?!?!?!? Haha.. But nvm.. Hopefully ill be hanging out with muh friends again soon.. Planned to go cycling, ice-skating, chilling out, shopping, and stuff.. But dunno if they all will do it anot.. We always plan ok already then in the end never get to REALLY do it..

Ok.. A few more bites and ill be rushing to muh grandma house and rushing back to await the eminent disaster.. Haha.. Joking.. Bye peeps!!