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Saturday, October 30, 2004

Ok. Tot i give a try at blogging again. Just in case it works. Haha. Anyway, am feeling really bored now. Thinking bout da good times 2e2 had in da past. Like da Ms pearly Lim incident and the climb in thru da window incident. Lotsa fun stuff.

Hmmm.... I bet Gladys is having lotsa fun in Taiwan now. Hmmm.... Can't wait for the conference talk we are suppose to have. Wonder when will tat be. I suddenly feel like meeting my Mo'fos kid!! Yeni Ais!!! Where you guys now!??!?!? Haiz..... Nur.. If you're reading this. Pls accept my apologies for making you feel left out of da MoFos. You can be mofo 5 if you want? Ok? :)

Haha. Im in love with tat new simple plan song. Welcome to my life. Totally CRAZY!!! Woooo...... Haha. Hmmm... I heard there's this class bbq at Jolene's house on tuesday. Anyone going? Pls tag at my tagboard. Heh heh. Hope everyone goes. So i can see al of ya again!!!! Haha.


Hey guys!!! Im really missing you guys man. 2e2 pple. Everyone. I noe it's only been one day but still..... Hope to see you guys in da same class next year.

Well, i was reading those notes written in muh diary. And i teared while reading some of 'em. Was really touching. Thanks peeps!!! I miss you guys too!!!! Haha. I feel so embarrassed about crying in class yesterday. I dunno lah. I just couldn't help it. Seeing you guys and some of you were crying. So i just cried. Haha. Thanks for consoling me too yarh? Although it only made me cry more. Haha. Love ya guys sooooo much!!!!

Ok. I can't blog more. Dumb com wun allow me!! He he. Keep in touch yarh? Dun be afraid to disturb me by calling me or emailing me or smsing me. Cos i WANNA be disturbed!!! I love you guys!!! Muacks! Miss ya'all.

Friday, October 22, 2004

Oh hi every bardy!!!!! Havent been blogging for two days huh? Dunno lah. Got back so many results. and im only happy for my maths result. Surprise surprise. Who would have guessed i would done better in maths than everything else?!?!? Haha. Just goes to show that my tuition works! Lol.

Went to play glf my dad and mom yesterday. In malaysia J.B. Damn friggin' cool!! I got to drive my own buggy!!!! And i did a few pretty good swings too!!! Very very long never play already and yesterday was super fun. But i lost like..... 6 golf balls?!?!? Hell man. Haha. But nvm. Good exercise. Mom's first time was damn hilarious. She opened up her leg until like duck lidat. Then she stand so far away from the ball as if the ball can eat her up anytime. Damn funny. Well, all i can say is, im a freakin GOOD driver dudes!!!! Trust me. I was rocking da 'road'!!!! Heh heh.

and we bought lots of dvd(s) on the way back. So nice!!! New police story also. But im a tad bit disppoited tat i didn't manage to catch it in the theatre. It was nice. The story line was super one of a kind. I wonder how jackie chan comes up with these stuffs?!?!?! And i watched shark tale too. That sow is damn funny. Oooohh!!! And i just watched princess diaries 2. Damn funny also. Very touching too. Its damn sweet!!!! I still think anne hatheway is super gorgeous!!!! Anyway, bought exorcist beginning as well. But i havent plucked up the courage to watch it alone YET!!!!

Ok. I better go now. Toodles!

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Hah-low everyone!!!! Im feeling super tired now. Actually, i've been feeling tired everyday ever since the exams started. Haiz. I got 54 for my history final year paper. And 50-60 plus for my chinese paper. WTF!!!! But at least muh maths grades not bad eh? Hahahahahaha.... Im so proud of myself!!!! *hold head up high*

Haha. gonna have another hip hop class again laters. With the usuals, Glad, Yeni, Ais. Gonna eat dinner outside. Wonder what im gonna eat. Haiz. never eat breakfast, never eat lunch. Dinner sure damn fucking hungry wan sia. Today in sch damn nice lah. Me and Yeni sorta bonded pretty well this few days. Hmmmmm, i hope she'll be happy in every way and STOP BEING SO PARANOID!!!!! Haha. Its so wonderful to see people feel happy and blessed to see pple fall in love. Haha.

Ok lah. I got nth else more to talk about already. So i shall not continue typing rubbish. Kk. Bye!
Sunday, October 17, 2004

How come everytime i feel like giving up. Something will happen to boost my hopes? Then something else will happen to break my heart again? Why am i always the one who cries over the problem? Why do i always need a shoulder to cry on? Why can't i be the one who lends pple a shoulder to cry on? It's weird, you know? Always trying to figure out why things are happening.... *sigh

Dunno lah. Just watched BALTO with my brother, clarissa, and bryan. The show is damn freaking nice man. I watched it since young and i can't stop loving it. The show is damn inspiring and so funny. I like the two polar bears. But i LOVE Balto and the goose, Boris. Haha. Okok. Dunno why i feel so moody right now. I guess its the rain tats affecting me huh?

Oh! I went to play CS with Hapchye and my brother and his friends yesterday. Went out in the evening with my family and clar w/o my brother. Cos he needed to go to some rugby dinner. Clar was kinda paiseh at first but i guess she was ok after awhile. Then at 10pm we went to kovan to play CS. My brother tot we were playing at TP so he went there. And had to come all the way back to kovan. So he only played 1 hr while the rest of us get to play 1 and the half hour. Haiz. But it was fun. I was so lousy compared to my brother's friends. Haha. Went home at around 12am.

Haiz. I think now i also kinda addicted to playing CS already. Thanks to Hapchye. And my house is full of stupid mosquitos!!!! Hate them man. And Clarissa DETESTS them. They always go for her first. Haha. I got like 5 stings on my leg!!! So itchy!! Fuck man! I dunno. But it feels so cosy now at home. With my bro, Bryan, Mom, Clarissa at home. And its raining. And its all gloomy and dark inside. Then my brother is playing toys with Bryan. Clar is studying her Physics. Mom is doing her accountings. Hmmmm..... My dad went to malaysia to wash his car. And do a lil' shopping.

Oh my god!! I just realised. He went to wash his car. And when he comes back. The car is gonna be all so dirty again. Cos its raining. Haha. So funny. I bet he'll go nagging on about how stupid the weather can get. Stupid Singapore. It's either so fucking hot. Or so freaking wet!!! Why can't it be snowing instead??? Then i can go have so much fun in the snow. Fucking weather in singapore. I hate it!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Ok. Fine. I feel so weirdy- weirdo now. dunn why ar?!? Siao liao. Ok. The whole modelling thingy in Logish Empire is gonna start soon. This week, i presume. Prolly on Tuesday. Tats what Logen said. I wonder if this is ever gonna succeed?! But i guess i have to have faith in our "project" huh? Hehe. Kkz. Gotta go now. Buais.....
Friday, October 15, 2004

Hello!!! Wow! Yesterday was fun. Like...I went to Gladys house to swim. Yeni and ais also went. And i woke up at 8.35. I was supposed to meet them at 8.50. But i managed to be the first one to reach. What a dumb grp huh?

Then went to swim and all. So much drama. Screaming here and there. Talk about guys and stuff. So funny. And i kinda let out my darkest secret to them. Hell up man!!! And i kinda decided to give up on my crush. Cos he is ignoring me just bcos he feels hurt?!?!? Wtf is he thinking man?!?! Get over it duh!!!!!

Haiz. Who cares lah!!! then after that Yani went out. Ais and i went to accompany Gladys to the salon to go curl her hair. We waited for like 4 hours in the salon. Damn sian. Then after that Ais also wanted to cut her hair short. So another 45 mins gone. Crap!!! And i got the urge to cut my hair but both of them strongly disagreed. So i didn't.

And then i got a call from my mom. And i realised how late it was. So i rushed home immediately before she reached home if not she'll freak out and say what i nowadays always go out. Like duh!?!? Im 14. Im going through a stage where i am growing and i will DEFINITELY spend more time outside then at home. Like what? How different am i from muh brother? What?!?! He has a dick and i dun?!?! Fuck this shit man. I always have to get home so fucking early. And muh brother can come home at 4 AM in the morning just to disturb me. Crap man! I hate this shit!!!!!

Forget it. I guess i just have to wait til i fully grown up then i can go out til i die also can. Haiz. Nvm. Anyway, i may be going to Ais house tmr. But i scared my mom not happy i everyday go out. But she just wun UNDERSTAND?!?!?! Like... she want me to stay at home.... sleep all day. Use the com and waste electricity. Or would she rather me go to my friends house. Do something together... Exercise abit..... and not waste electricity?!?!? huh?!??! Which one would YOU prefer?!?!!?

Ok. Duh. I damn sian now. At homoe doing nothing. Actually supposed to go Ais house. But then dunno why cancelled. So im all so bored here at home. Wat shit sia. Nvm. Bye!

Hello!!! Wow! Yesterday was fun. Like...I went to Gladys house to swim. Yeni and ais also went. And i woke up at 8.35. I was supposed to meet them at 8.50. But i managed to be the first one to reach. What a dumb grp huh?

Then went to swim and all. So much drama. Screaming here and there. Talk about guys and stuff. So funny. And i kinda let out my darkest secret to them. Hell up man!!! And i kinda decided to give up on my crush. Cos he is ignoring me just bcos he feels hurt?!?!? Wtf is he thinking man?!?! Get over it duh!!!!!

Haiz. Who cares lah!!! then after that Yani went out. Ais and i went to accompany Gladys to the salon to go curl her hair. We waited for like 4 hours in the salon. Damn sian. Then after that Ais also wanted to cut her hair short. So another 45 mins gone. Crap!!! And i got the urge to cut my hair but both of them strongly disagreed. So i didn't.

And then i got a call from my mom. And i realised how late it was. So i rushed home immediately before she reached home if not she'll freak out and say what i nowadays always go out. Like duh!?!? Im 14. Im going through a stage where i am growing and i will DEFINITELY spend more time outside then at home. Like what? How different am i from muh brother? What?!?! He has a dick and i dun?!?! Fuck this shit man. I always have to get home so fucking early. And muh brother can come home at 4 AM in the morning just to disturb me. Crap man! I hate this shit!!!!!

Forget it. I guess i just have to wait til i fully grown up then i can go out til i die also can. Haiz. Nvm. Anyway, i may be going to Ais house tmr. But i scared my mom not happy i everyday go out. But she just wun UNDERSTAND?!?!?! Like... she want me to stay at home.... sleep all day. Use the com and waste electricity. Or would she rather me go to my friends house. Do something together... Exercise abit..... and not waste electricity?!?!? huh?!??! Which one would YOU prefer?!?!!?

Ok. Duh. I damn sian now. At homoe doing nothing. Actually supposed to go Ais house. But then dunno why cancelled. So im all so bored here at home. Wat shit sia. Nvm. Bye!
Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Hey hey! Wassups? Ok. Hip hop class was super duper funny and FUN!!! I was such a klutz. But luckily i didn't whine like a puppy(Ais), or fell down or what ever. But its tough seh. Damn tough. And the teacher was great!!! He danced damn well and he's really funny. We do a few "crunches"(???) do until xiao sia. Haha.

And the cheorographing was kinda ok. But considering all my blurness and clumsiness added together. I did a pretty good job. Except the part where my whole body seem to be floating and i wriggled like im being possessed or something. TOTAL DISGRACE!!!!

Nvm. Anyways, im gonna swim at Gladys house the swimming pool there tmr morning with Ais and Yeni. So nice!! Can't wait for it to happen. I suddenly like wanna lose weight sia. Haiz. I always have this kinda sudden outburst to wanna lose weight. Then after a few weeks then the determination fade already. So freaking pissed sia!!!

Haha. And Yeni was soooooo freaking evil to her crush today. I wonder if i can say it here. I better not just in case im not allowed to say it. But seriously, i never ever seen a girl so evil to her crush before. Except maybe gladys. But i can't blame Gladys. She's those hardcore sadistic pple that will even kill her bf if she wants to those kind. But yeni??? Never imagined she would be so mean to a guy she likes. Haiz. But forget it lah. I bet tat guy likes her!!!!!! Hahahahah.

Ok. Really weird. Some malay sec 3 girl just added me and said she got my add from some malay chatline. I wonder which fucker gave my add there? Wat the hell? And all this while she's been talking to me thinking im a GUY!!!! Wth?!?!!? Nvm..... Why is my hp number and add all over the place? Which fucker is trying to sabo me?!?! Asshole. If you read this you better stop watever you are trying to do. Cos if i ever get hold of you, im not only gonna kill you, im gonna make your dead or alive life miserable and you had better to watch out cos you wun wanna mess with me.

Ok. I admit. Im not that freaking scary. But trust me. If you make me really really piss off. Dun try to run. Cos no matter where you run. I'll be there waiting for you to come. And i can bet my head on tat. trust me. I can even put my brother to the hospital if he piss me off badly and we fight. Ok, not that i CAN win him in fighting. But at least ill make him bleed like hell and make sure he ends up having injury all over!!! So dun cha' MESS with me!! Assholes!!!!

Ok. Haha. Im feeling so fierce now. Like i can rip the whole computer apart just to show ya'all tat i wun allow anyone to mess with me. Only I can mess with ya. Not the other way round understand!!!!!?!?!?!?!? Haha. That's like so0ooo, self-centred!??!?! *roll eyes* Who cares?

Buai buai!!!! HAppy after-exams period everyone!!!!!!

Hey hey! Wassups? Ok. Hip hop class was super duper funny and FUN!!! I was such a klutz. But luckily i didn't whine like a puppy(Ais), or fell down or what ever. But its tough seh. Damn tough. And the teacher was great!!! He danced damn well and he's really funny. We do a few "crunches"(???) do until xiao sia. Haha.

And the cheorographing was kinda ok. But considering all my blurness and clumsiness added together. I did a pretty good job. Except the part where my whole body seem to be floating and i wriggled like im being possessed or something. TOTAL DISGRACE!!!!

Nvm. Anyways, im gonna swim at Gladys house the swimming pool there tmr morning with Ais and Yeni. So nice!! Can't wait for it to happen. I suddenly like wanna lose weight sia. Haiz. I always have this kinda sudden outburst to wanna lose weight. Then after a few weeks then the determination fade already. So freaking pissed sia!!!

Haha. And Yeni was soooooo freaking evil to her crush today. I wonder if i can say it here. I better not just in case im not allowed to say it. But seriously, i never ever seen a girl so evil to her crush before. Except maybe gladys. But i can't blame Gladys. She's those hardcore sadistic pple that will even kill her bf if she wants to those kind. But yeni??? Never imagined she would be so mean to a guy she likes. Haiz. But forget it lah. I bet tat guy likes her!!!!!! Hahahahah.

Ok. Really weird. Some malay sec 3 girl just added me and said she got my add from some malay chatline. I wonder which fucker gave my add there? Wat the hell? And all this while she's been talking to me thinking im a GUY!!!! Wth?!?!!? Nvm..... Why is my hp number and add all over the place? Which fucker is trying to sabo me?!?! Asshole. If you read this you better stop watever you are trying to do. Cos if i ever get hold of you, im not only gonna kill you, im gonna make your dead or alive life miserable and you had better to watch out cos you wun wanna mess with me.

Ok. I admit. Im not that freaking scary. But trust me. If you make me really really piss off. Dun try to run. Cos no matter where you run. I'll be there waiting for you to come. And i can bet my head on tat. trust me. I can even put my brother to the hospital if he piss me off badly and we fight. Ok, not that i CAN win him in fighting. But at least ill make him bleed like hell and make sure he ends up having injury all over!!! So dun cha' MESS with me!! Assholes!!!!

Ok. Haha. Im feeling so fierce now. Like i can rip the whole computer apart just to show ya'all tat i wun allow anyone to mess with me. Only I can mess with ya. Not the other way round understand!!!!!?!?!?!?!? Haha. That's like so0ooo, self-centred!??!?! *roll eyes* Who cares?

Buai buai!!!! HAppy after-exams period everyone!!!!!!

Yay! Exams are finally over. Time for some major SLACKING!!!! Haha. Just came back from Bishan park. Stupid sia!! We go there walk walk, play "Crocodile", drink water, play some more and then play some more. Play until i almost forget that i must come home to get ready for my hip hop class. But damn fun lah. I laugh until headache seh. Or maybe its bcos i play the swing for too long. Haha. My first time at Bishan park.

Actually suppose to go interview for that Macdonalds there at Balestier. Wasted like 2-3 hours there sia. Fuhua and me got rejected cos they dun hire holiday-workers. So i was kinda pissed and disappointed. Then we walked around Shaw plaza thinking of wheree else to go to look for job. And then decided to just give up.

Then we wasted ALOT of time deciding whether to play soccer or watch a movie. I wanted to do both. But firstly, there's no ball and nobody wanted to BUY a ball. Secondly, nobody wanted to spend money on the movie tickets. So we were all pretty pissed. Then we decided to go to Bishan park.

Shunli was so pissed he just went home instead. So only Teck khang, Fuhua, Harris, Logen and i went to bishan park. Well, all i can say is Shunli missed out on alot of fun. Heh heh. And now i roughly got an idea what guys do when they're in a group. Or should i say, what GAYS do?!?!?!?! HAha. Oh yah. Forgot!! Bala was also suppose to come with us to Bishan park. But he left halfway bcos he needed to go foe his Higher mother tongue. WTH right?!??!?! Spoil sport!

And the whole time i was laughing at TK and SL quarrel and BALA and TK quarrel. And Logen complaining and everyone was making jokes out of every little thing. Haha. Funny seh. So, im now left w/o a job. And i sooooo wanna get one!!! Crap!!! Hope i can find one soon.

Ok. I gotta go meet Gladys and Ais for dinner. And then meet Yeni after that. And then go for hip hop class. Crap!! What a busy day. Bye!



Yay! Exams are finally over. Time for some major SLACKING!!!! Haha. Just came back from Bishan park. Stupid sia!! We go there walk walk, play "Crocodile", drink water, play some more and then play some more. Play until i almost forget that i must come home to get ready for my hip hop class. But damn fun lah. I laugh until headache seh. Or maybe its bcos i play the swing for too long. Haha. My first time at Bishan park.

Actually suppose to go interview for that Macdonalds there at Balestier. Wasted like 2-3 hours there sia. Fuhua and me got rejected cos they dun hire holiday-workers. So i was kinda pissed and disappointed. Then we walked around Shaw plaza thinking of wheree else to go to look for job. And then decided to just give up.

Then we wasted ALOT of time deciding whether to play soccer or watch a movie. I wanted to do both. But firstly, there's no ball and nobody wanted to BUY a ball. Secondly, nobody wanted to spend money on the movie tickets. So we were all pretty pissed. Then we decided to go to Bishan park.

Shunli was so pissed he just went home instead. So only Teck khang, Fuhua, Harris, Logen and i went to bishan park. Well, all i can say is Shunli missed out on alot of fun. Heh heh. And now i roughly got an idea what guys do when they're in a group. Or should i say, what GAYS do?!?!?!?! HAha. Oh yah. Forgot!! Bala was also suppose to come with us to Bishan park. But he left halfway bcos he needed to go foe his Higher mother tongue. WTH right?!??!?! Spoil sport!

And the whole time i was laughing at TK and SL quarrel and BALA and TK quarrel. And Logen complaining and everyone was making jokes out of every little thing. Haha. Funny seh. So, im now left w/o a job. And i sooooo wanna get one!!! Crap!!! Hope i can find one soon.

Ok. I gotta go meet Gladys and Ais for dinner. And then meet Yeni after that. And then go for hip hop class. Crap!! What a busy day. Bye!


Saturday, October 09, 2004

Hiyas everyone!! Im so hyper now. But i think i have a serious diarrhoae coming muh way. My stomach is killing me!!! Arghhh... But neways, i just went to play LAN with Clar, shannon and my bro. Damn fun sia!!!!

Well, who can deny that i was kinda good at it. Haha. Me and muh bro was a team. Clar and shannon. Wooooo!!! We thrashed 'em big time at de-dust man. HAha. Me and my brother make a good team at CS. Haha. Damn fun. I really feel like playing again some other time. But i hope muh brother's frens wun be there cos they all sound so pro. Of cos, excluding Marah who tot the flash grenade(isit?) is a sign of a jammed computer. Damn funny!!!! So fun. I hope im not addicted to it like Hapchye is. Her O's are coming and she still playing.

Not that im not doing that. Cos my exams are still going on and all. Haha. But nevertheless, who says i cant have fun?!?!? Ooooooo.... And Gladys and Yeni are coming to muh house for study session tmr. Hmmmm..... i wonder if we'll study AT ALL!!! Hehe. Hopefully we will study. Dun wanna screw up muh Maths paper like i screwed up every other paper.

Ok. My dad's in Bintan. So im sleeping in my parents room tonight with bryan and my mom, since my brother abandoned us and is sleeping over at Clar's place. Haha. Haiyo. I going to toilet now. Stupid stomach. I wun ever donate it anywhere after i die. It'll only cause more harm to the recipient. HAha.

Hello! Haha. Today i didn't do much except decide wich theme im gonna use for the art exam. I think ill do TALL TALES or AROUND&AROUND. Hmmm, but this is really tough. Cos im a super dumbjob at art. And im suppose to do first hand drawing?? For pete's sake, someone just kill me!!!! Haiz.

Anyway, watch my favourite chi series show just now with clarissa and mom. METEOR GARDEN!! Yay, tat show is super nice lor. Even though i watched it twice b4 but its still just as nice. It's nice to see how rebellious they can get and how they cant be together but still wanted to be. Thats so sweet and nice.

So, Maths paper one on Monday. And i dun seem to be stressing myself pretty much, unlike most of muh frens. Who arewriting reports to their parents just to go out to study. Haha. Im talking about Fuhua. Damn funny sia he. Cos his house there got construction work, very noisy. And he needs to write a report to his parents to ask them to let him out of that noisy palace!!! Haha.

I guess i better be studying soon huh? I tell you. I really hope i go into the right class next year. Cos everyone has been stressing to me saying that this is a very important year. If i screw this up, im gonna die terribly. Ok. They didn't exactly say that, but somehow it meant tat. So im suppose to make sure i dun screw this up hundred and ten percent. HAha. Im so screwed!!!

Im listening to my all-time favourite ELVIS PRESLEY now. So fucking cool!! I still love him. And did you see the SIngapore Idol on thursay? Some of the contestants sang his songs. Well, who can blame them? He's the king or rock & roll. DUH!!! I was super hyper man. I jumped around on my mom's bed singing along to it. Bryan was also imitating me. Haha. I took the pillow as a guitar. Haha. Damn hilarious, i tell you. But they shortened the song so that it wun be that long. Maia sang Jailhouse Rock. Slvester sang Hound Dog. Jerry ong sang Wear My Ring Around Your Neck. David sang Johnny Be Good.

Jeryy ong sucks man!! I tell you , if he ever won the singapore idol. I will sever all ties with Singapore man. Did you guys see how he sang the song?!?!?!? He was practically insulting Elvis and the rest of singapore. I cant imagine it if he wins. The other countries will think we are either corrupted pple or we are crazy to think he's a good singer. No offence to him or his fans. But he really suck at singing. Maybe he'll work out better as a chi singer or something. But i don't think he'll come out good as Singapore idol. Singapore!!!!!! Vote wisely for christ sake!!!!

Ok. My brothers irritated that im playing Elvis' songs. So he's asking me to change songs. I cant believe i just scolded him and im not gonna change song!!!!!! I told him to go and slp and dun disturb me. Im really pissed lor. Everytime they come back so late. and im asleep. Then they on the light so BRIGHT!!! Wake me up nvm.. Then still lie down dere talk talk talk. Quarrel quarrel. Idiot sia. Last night i almost shouted at them. Lucky i controlled my temper. I wanna sleep then they keep talking. So inconsiderate. Then when they sleeping i must tone down. For what sia. Like he some kind of big shot lidat. Who cares!!! He disturb me when i slp. I disturb him when he slp. Like i care lidat.... *shows angry face*

Ok. Im gonna play com game now peeps! Buai...............
Friday, October 08, 2004

Currently eating Chips and drinking apple juice. Hmmm... Today's science paper was kinda difficult. Haiz, but i guess i'll just scrape thru as usual. The whole of today was kinda nice cos first thing to thank about. Gladys mom didn't do anything drama-mama today. And i vented all my anger yesterday sending some one a message thru friendster.

Haha. I feel kinda light-hearted today. In fact, i feel so light-hearted i think im having a headache. Haha. I watched WHITE CHICKS with Glad, Ais, Livia & Franky just now. The show was super funny man. But abit of a typical story-line lah. But damn damn funny. And my first meeting with the guy Glad's overly-obssessed with was kinda funny. Cos he seemed really shy and all. Exactly the opposite of what Gladys says he is. Hmmm... He paid for the movie so i was kinda grateful to him lah. Hehe. $$$$$$$

Haiz. Logen says the DIET is gonna start soon. I seriously doubt if this specific diet is ever gonna work. I have gone thru like a thousand million of diets and non of them seem to be working the way io really want it to. Maybe my determination isn't at the right place or something huh... Haiz. Just hope this is the one good time the "almighty" is gonna give me.

Haha. Wow! My last post was one super pissed one sia. I seriously almost wanted to just jump seh. Hehe. But i guess its just a part of muh life. I dunno why i felt so bad yesterday. Haiz. Im this kinda pple lah. I just need 5 seconds to change my mood. It all depends on the pple ard me and what im thinking yarh?

So thx to all the peep i have ard me. You guys help me survive school life and help me jump over every hurdles i come across. Of cos, not forgeting to thank muh ever so loving family members. ;) Haha. I sond so emotional dudes!!! Woooo... Haha.. I wonder if Bryan's still having a fever. Hope he's alrighties now!!!

Okies! gonna get some rest now peepolllllllllllllllll!!! Bye!


Thursday, October 07, 2004

I feel so stressed out now!!! Fuck up shit!! I hate life sia. What kinda shit is this? I did nth and nobody did anything to me. But i still feel so pissed.

Damn asshole sia. I really really beginning to hate that mother of gladys sia. She really got nth better to do seh. Bitch!! Pls just FUCK OFF!!! Then all the pple ard me always lie lie lie!! Arghhhh!!!! Gimme a break darlings!!! I need to breathe!!!!! I need to get meself some fresh air!!!

I hate this feeling inside sia. I feel like just either jumping down or shouting at the top of my voice. Til i break my vocal cord and die!!!!! WTH?!?!? And now that mother fucking bitch have to start bitching ard again. Gladys mom!!!! Fuck you auntie!!! Just leave us all alone!!! You just dun get it dun you? Wat you are doing isn't high class at all. You're killing ur daughter with every single mother fucking action you're doing!!!

Shit!!!! This fucking life suck. WHy am i always saying life suck?!?! Typical teenage life i guess. Being me truly suck. And im really damn tired now. Hope i go to slp and never wake up. Sucks man. Kill me, somebody!!!!
Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Im so dead!!! Im suppose to pass up a chi compo by today and i forgot? It's my last chance or ill get zero marks!!! Fuck!!! How can i forget? I do already but i forgot to pass it up. Crap!!!!! Im so dead!! I fail my chi. Excluding the exams lah. But including the exams i dunno how bad ill fail. Hopefully they'll still accept it tmr. CRAP!!!!!

I was damn pissed today man. Screwed up. Cos Logen was teasing me about me liking an asshole whom i hate to the core. And i always tell him not to say and today i kinda exploded? So i chased him around the school shouting at him and everyone was looking. And Logen pretty much freaked out. And Glady's got her problem to think of. And i got really fed-up. So i kinda turned back into the "monster" i used to be.

First time in such a long time i ever felt so pissed. Maybe its not Logen. But he DID after all sparked my anger. But i apologised to him after i simmered down though. And i was super crazy. First time i felt so psychotic b4. I laid down on the floor. Did watever anyone tells me to do. Laugh at nothing AT ALL. Make really weird jokes. Broke my pen. Scratched my table. Went to the toilet and punched everything in my way. Made my fist bleed. Drew words on my hand. Whoa man!! I really felt damn pissed. And Fuhua had to go lie to me.

Why the FUCK does everyone have to lie to me!!! Even got bring hp anot also wanna lie. Am i such a easy target for LIARS!!!! And i super detest liars that lies and lies over and over again. Do they even treat me as a friend anot. Ok. I know lah. Maybe they just joking. But PUL-LEASE!!! It is so not funny to piss someone off when she's already pissed off enough!!! Crap. Guys are just natural born liars aren't they??? Ok. I know this is the absolute first time i dissed GUYS. But its true. It's usually my guy friend that lie to me.

And the worse is they lie again after i found out they're lying. And the reason being they're afraid i would be angry with them if they told the truth!! God dammit!!! Dun they know me well enough that i do not blame someone for being honest with me. What kind of idiot likes to be lied to?!?!?! Unless its white lie lah. But NO!!!! I recieve NO white lies!!! God created men just to lie isit?!?! Fuck man.

Thanks peeps!! Thanks for all the lies you told. Ok. Im not saying i never lie before. But at least i got the brains to admit to it after the person finds out. And i apologise!!! I dun go lying again after another lie. Fuck!!! Im damn pissed now.

Wooo.... I hate life. Screw life man!! So many pple. so many problems. So many screwed lifes. So many problems just laying there for me to go screw them up. Screw it man!!!! Im blasting all the BUSTED and SIMPLE PLAN song now sia. Lucky no one at home. Xiao sia. WOOOOO....

Hell shit. Bye peeps!!!!

Im so dead!!! Im suppose to pass up a chi compo by today and i forgot? It's my last chance or ill get zero marks!!! Fuck!!! How can i forget? I do already but i forgot to pass it up. Crap!!!!! Im so dead!! I fail my chi. Excluding the exams lah. But including the exams i dunno how bad ill fail. Hopefully they'll still accept it tmr. CRAP!!!!!

I was damn pissed today man. Screwed up. Cos Logen was teasing me about me liking an asshole whom i hate to the core. And i always tell him not to say and today i kinda exploded? So i chased him around the school shouting at him and everyone was looking. And Logen pretty much freaked out. And Glady's got her problem to think of. And i got really fed-up. So i kinda turned back into the "monster" i used to be.

First time in such a long time i ever felt so pissed. Maybe its not Logen. But he DID after all sparked my anger. But i apologised to him after i simmered down though. And i was super crazy. First time i felt so psychotic b4. I laid down on the floor. Did watever anyone tells me to do. Laugh at nothing AT ALL. Make really weird jokes. Broke my pen. Scratched my table. Went to the toilet and punched everything in my way. Made my fist bleed. Drew words on my hand. Whoa man!! I really felt damn pissed. And Fuhua had to go lie to me.

Why the FUCK does everyone have to lie to me!!! Even got bring hp anot also wanna lie. Am i such a easy target for LIARS!!!! And i super detest liars that lies and lies over and over again. Do they even treat me as a friend anot. Ok. I know lah. Maybe they just joking. But PUL-LEASE!!! It is so not funny to piss someone off when she's already pissed off enough!!! Crap. Guys are just natural born liars aren't they??? Ok. I know this is the absolute first time i dissed GUYS. But its true. It's usually my guy friend that lie to me.

And the worse is they lie again after i found out they're lying. And the reason being they're afraid i would be angry with them if they told the truth!! God dammit!!! Dun they know me well enough that i do not blame someone for being honest with me. What kind of idiot likes to be lied to?!?!?! Unless its white lie lah. But NO!!!! I recieve NO white lies!!! God created men just to lie isit?!?! Fuck man.

Thanks peeps!! Thanks for all the lies you told. Ok. Im not saying i never lie before. But at least i got the brains to admit to it after the person finds out. And i apologise!!! I dun go lying again after another lie. Fuck!!! Im damn pissed now.

Wooo.... I hate life. Screw life man!! So many pple. so many problems. So many screwed lifes. So many problems just laying there for me to go screw them up. Screw it man!!!! Im blasting all the BUSTED and SIMPLE PLAN song now sia. Lucky no one at home. Xiao sia. WOOOOO....

Hell shit. Bye peeps!!!!
Monday, October 04, 2004

Wazzup ya'all. I just woke up from my afternoon nap. Today's English paper was ok-ok lah. I am quite coonfident i'll pass. But score with flying colours? hahah. Dun count on that. Had a LONG recess today. Including some VERY VERY embarrassing moments that involves HUG-ME.

Went to AMORE with gladys ais and yeni today to register. Logen came along too. After that Gladys rushed to go meet her ever so dearest Franky and the rest of us went to settle at KFC. Ate some and 'donated' some to the ever so deaperate Logen. After which Yeni's friend came to join us. And then they left. And so it was me ais and logen.

We went to starbucks later to satisfy Aisvarya's craving for cheese cakes. And i met my uncle there. With his supposedly, so-called FRIEND. Logen was taking every oppurtunity to make me embarrass by saying stuff about me very loudly. I swear i could have strangled him right there on the spot.

Ok. Im all alone at home now. Nothing to do except think of something to do. Wa lau!!! So bored. Why am i always bored?!!? Ok. I know!! It's bcos im always at home!!! That's why!!!! Crap. I need to go save.

Oh yah! Talking about saving. I think i have a very high possibility that i REALLY am going to work this holiday. Cos i had this talk with my parents about responsibility and all. And i kinda convinced them that i really wanna work. Although my dad still doubts my intention of wanting to work. Why can't anybody just trust me!??!?! Im not like my brother. Im NOT my brother. So dun compare him and me, PLEASE!!! For christ sake, so what if im a girl and all. Tell me how many successful career women are there now? Like....... ALOT!!!

Haiz. Im so bored!!!!! Crap. I shall end her with a TATA and a TOODLE-LY-DOODLES!!!!
-muacks-
Saturday, October 02, 2004

Im so very bored now. So i decided to come blog. Haiz. I ate alot today sia. Met Uncle Chee Kiong an his wife today while having lunch. Ate the Lam's noodle mince pork noodle. Quite ok lah but i still prefer the one at Lor 4 or something lidat. Nice!!!

Haiz. my suggestion to go to malaysia tmr have been denied as my father dun wanna rush there. And Bryan got school til 11. Haiz. Hopefully they wun think about swimming. Today was lucky. My dad almost wanted to swim but lucky didn't.

I kinda got a headache now. So lazy to type. Haiyo. English exams on monday. My english standard like fall very much already sia. Damn sian. I used to be really good at english but now it seems like it's really dropping in grades. Haiz. Hope my best is enough to make me go into a god class next year. I wonder who will be going into the same class as me. I will so miss those who go into different class as me. Except some who i wun ever miss yarh? Haha.

tsk tsk tsk. You guys have no idea how bored i am. Im beginning to double vision sia. that's how bored i am. But there's no one online to talk to now. I hate life man. Crap!! Im tired. Good night!
Friday, October 01, 2004

Well. Chinese exams today. Wah! I screwed up. Han yu pin yin tat thing only noe 1 word. Fuck sia. I seriously hope i pass.

Hmmm.. Had lots of fun just now. With Gladys and Ais screaming till my ear drums broke. Wah. Then Ais keep trying to drown me. And Gladys was her accomplice in the murder. They were like screaming and pushing me down into the water. And they keep calling my name saying im BIAS and all. Wth?!!??! And i try to help them back to shore. They push me away. Wa lau. So my much for being a HEROINE (isit spelled correctly?) Then that wishy-washy Franky keep on refusing to come down. Haiz. Forget it. Haha.

We went into the steam bath for about 20 mins later.
Talk and chat a lil'. Fun!!! Haha. And i lied to my mom i was studying. I feel so guilty everytime i lie to her. But if i tell her the truth. Sometimes she'll freak out.
Sometimes she'll just agree. Moreover, it's exam period now. She's bound to kill me if she find out. I hope she wun ever read this.

And muh brother is still abit sick i think. And i didn't bring back my swimming costume. Cos if my mom sees that, she'll noe i went swimming. So i'll be dead. So Gladys is supposed to help my wash it then give it back to me next time. I hope my family wun be going swimming the next 2 days. Maybe i should suggest going to malaysia to shop. To make sure they wun ever get the idea of going swimming. Haha.

So, That'll be all for today i guess. Bye fer now!