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Saturday, July 23, 2005

Heys... Pretty bored now.. at home... Oh! Bought the sixth harry potter book today.. Thanks to Yeni inayra!! She gave me her precious 25 dollars voucher for times bookshop.. Love ya! Hmmm.... I quarrelled with my dad today.. Bummer... Haiz....

Im so gonna stay thru the night reading the book.. But Parrimala told me who the half blood prince is already.. :( Not fun!! HAhaha... But who cares.. Gonna read it anyways... Im not gonna put up the plot or anything here though.. Later those havn't read wan come whack me ah... But i dun think i know any die-hard harry potter fans.. Most of 'em just think he's either lame or they would rather watch the movie than spend precious time reading a stupid book.. I beg to differ bcos by reading.. Its more detailed and you understand the plot better... Thus when you watch the movie you wun feel lost.. Bcos harry potter movies, you have to watch every PART of it to understand... And every year only one movie comes out... So you may forget the whole plot.. Reading makes you remember... Ok.. My arguement makes no sense but who cares...

I LOVE HARRY POTTER!!!! -love/love-

Haiyoh.. I feel so dead at the moment.. My rashes is still quite bad.. New ones coming out every day.. Itcy here and there.. So damn irritating.. Then i cant wear my halter neck clothes cos my back got those spots.. Looks so scary... And even if i wear norm clothes.. That stupid love-bite-lookalike spot on my neck still can see....

ok.. gtg..
Friday, July 22, 2005

Im bored at home.. School finishes early today bcos of that stupid annual awards ceremony.. I've been eating a lot today.. Damn! I just munched down a lasagne and a maggie noodle... Ass... Oh after school, i had this meeting with the new club that im in.. I APPARENTLY, quitted ELDDS.. So im in this new cca called er... Shit.. Forgot what's it called.. But its to do with organising sports activities and all.. Yupps... And guessw what? Mandy's the vice-president of the club.. Yah.. Can you believe it? Vice president? Me? What a joke im gonna be... But we had a brief on whats gonna happen this semester and what our priorities and.. Yupps, sounds pretty cool to me cos we can do whatever we want with the Pe store room.. It's basically ours.. And we're gonna have a fridge there and a cosy place for us to slack around if we like.. ABsolutely wonderful!!

Hmmm, i borrowed a indian costume from Parrimala.. Thanks babe, for lending it to me.. I must say, i look pretty good in it eh? AHahahahah.. But the bottom's abit to long.. Aiyah.. Maybe ill just fold it or something.. Gonna be so cool on Monday... Yani's wearing cheongsam!! Fateha too!! Woooohoooo!! Wonder whats Jassika wearing... *ponders* Bikini?? Lol.. Wtv...

So, went to the doctor last night.. A different one.. A MUCH MUCH better one.. Who explained it to me so detailed-ly and i understand every word he's saying.. Unfortunately, his words are not good news for me.. Cos i have to refrain from sooo many things including NOT take a hot bath which is so unfair cos i cant stand cold baths.. Ok warm.. (i cant take col bathes either)... Bleah~ Hate this stupid rashes... The spot on my neck looks like a stupid love bite.. Godammit! Lol.. Nvm...

I dunno why i suddenly got the urge to swim... Swimming can right? Doctor never say cannot.. So maybe i shall... Someday, somehow.... Im just so bored.. I dun wanna go mama house now cos ill end up sleeping... Yah... Wat a waste of time... OH! Which reminds me.. Im feeling so empty you know why? Cos i dun have my hp with me.. Its with my dad.. I accidentally dropped it in his car this morning.. Which i whined about for half an hour... Argghhhh!!! Can't believe im not gonna have my hp with me for one whole day!!! And to add to it, my dad's coming home LATE tonight... AHHH!!! Kill me!!!

My bro's computer is seriously screwed up.. So im using my dad's computer(illegally).. Ahahah....
Hmmm.. wat else have i got to say? Oh.. Clarissa's off on a plane RIGHT NOW to Melbourne...... For a holiday while trying to accompany her sister that just reached there too... I hope they will be safe.. Yupps... May they come back in one piece.. I heard Melbourne's kinda a racist place or something.. Dunno.. Nvm.. We'll see!

There are a few things in my life that i wish were gone completely but i just cant seem to let go... Yes.. Im holding on too tight for too long and the strange part is, i have absolutely NO reason to hold on.. But im still doing so bcos i feel like it.. How weird can i be? Damn ass... On the other hand, my grandfather is recovering.. Yupps, he's pretty good now.. Can breathe on his own.. He can even sit up on a chair fdor a few hours to read newspaper.. Actually, with or without newspaper he still have to sit.. Cos the doctors say its good for him.. Dunno.. Hope he will soon be able to go home and then life will be like last time... :)

Terminated.........
Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Hey hey.. Everythings aiight for de moment... Was fun hanging out with my babes these days.. Learnt quite a number of mly words and phrases.. Favourite? TAK MEN JADI LAH BABE... Haha.. Was taught by Moufie and Krush!!! Love 'em all bits and pieces...

Okays... I wish that Some1 would expose herself.. Wait!!! I noe!! I think i noe!!! Has something to do with Moufie right? The one that ALWAYs quarrel with Krush!!! Hmmm... Must be!!! I so brilliant i think i should enrol myself in the special school for gifted kids.... Muahahah.. I know you hate it im so brilliant SOME1.. Just admit it.. Im smart.. Muahahaha....

Eh.. Today something paiseh happened.... I went to buy Krush a lollipop sionce she said she wants one.. And she told me her fave flavour.. So i tot i would buy one for her since she was moody... And then later she was shocked i bought for her!! And then Moufie and Some1(if im not wrong) gotta go "oh! Mandy you're sooo sweet!" And i have to be stupid enough to blush bcos i tot i did something wrong!!!! That Some1 made me blush even more by emphasizing that she thinks its sweet.... Arghhhh.... I felt like "JUST SHOOT ME!".. AHahah.. Nah... Being sweet to a friend is just something i do... ;)

I miss Ais and Logen and Harris and Fuhua sooooooo much!!!!!! Ahhhhhh!!! Please!!!! Pls make them free of "evil"(logen shoud noe who) and make them clear to meet up with me and we'll do some havoc.. Please the great G!!! Yeah right..... Gimme a break.. I gotta make it happen.. I need to rid the EVIL and snatch my love ones back.. Bleah~ Drama seh....

Alah.. Bryan wanna use the computer.. To type... Aiyah... Er... Wat else i gotta say?? Oh yah... Sry that this may sound a lil' harsh to my cls pple.. But hey, I hate my cls now.. Hate as in detest as in hate as in detest!!! I absolutely hate my class!!! Especially one guy... He is so freaking egoistic and such an attitude show-er that i am sooo close to fighting him.. I dun care if i lose.. Just as long he feels the pain im happy.. I just hate the way he treats pple with such disrespect... And he doesn't even noe he has a big attitude... No face, no body, no character, only height.. So wat??? Skinny like a stick... Still act big... Mampos(isit lidat spell?) lah.... Bleah~

No offence to any other classmate.. You guys have been great... Wish you guys study hard and do well for your exams and O levels... Love ya miss ya byes ya'all!
Sunday, July 17, 2005

Well, gonna rush thru this cos i got dozens of work to be done... Lets see my to-do list today....

from dunno when to later after i blogged-slack
from later to 4 pm- try to finish some homework
from 4pm to 5 pm- try slacking (technically i need to TRY slacking.. Ahaha..)
from 5 pm to 5.30pm- Ty my best at actually finishing my work
from 5.30pm to 6.30pm- Well, slack??
6.30pm to 8 pm- Dinner and out with family
8 pm to 9 pm- slack
9 pm to 9.30 pm- Try to do homework
9.30pm to10 pm- of cos tv!! Its a sunday for crying out loud...
10 pm to maybe when i sleep- do watever shit i want!!!


Okok.. Its a hell of a crap list to do but at least i tried??? I mean, im GONNA try to actually stick to the list... The only reason why i need so much time to FINISH my work is bcos i noe im never gonna finish it.. It's just a mandy thing y'know? Not finishing my work and all.. And then after that get a big lashing from my teachers and a whole lot of work in future bcos of my regular procastination.... Damn! I feel like quitting school.. WAIT!!! When did i never feel like quitting school???

Hmmm, lets see what homework i have now...

Finish the CATS compre(which i did! But lost it..)
Maths homework (find out.. But i dun think i brought my homework home..)
something
something
and something...

Ok!! I cant exactly rmb wat i gotta do.. But ill find out!! I will!! Trust me!! I wun lie.. unless i have to... Hahah..... Lol... Okok.. I hereby promise the readers of my useless blog that i WILL try my best to be a good student and finsh all my homework on time.. And also try not to lose watever homework i have done... I also hereby pronounce myself the biggest liar in the world... Cos how CAN MANDY ever EVER be a good student... God dammit.. Readers! Pls dun be mad at me..... I just cant do it ok?? I was born NOT to do it.. Lol.. Crappy...

Ok... I said i would rush thru this but apparently im not.. Im taking my own sweet time blogging cos im dragging the "time after blogging" when i have to do my homework... Damn! Hmmm, okok.... There's like.. nth else i wanna say??? Except, wait!!!! I smell food!!! Oooooh.. Mummy has cooked fried noodles and i am being tempted to eat... Shit!! NOOOOOO!!! I've already eaten alot... Nooooooo!! Must.. Resist.. Temptation!!!!! Oh wells, i cant.. Who cares...

Talking about nfood.. Reminds me of the days where i used to be fatter than now... I would snack alot.... Eat alot... Slack alopt.. And not do my work.. Eh? Wait... Doesn't make a difference in the past and now.. Im still pretty much the same... Shit!! And to think i felt so super great of myself cos i THOUGHT i changed.. Freak.... Im still just as fat.. In fact.. Im fatter!!! Shit!! Kill me now... PLS????

Haiz... I wish im slim and pretty and beautiful and really attractive.... Then i can totally rule the world of my own and being a total bitch will totally be my genre.... Lol.. Im just being real imaginative... Lol... Maybe i should get my job in future to be in the national service eh? Can see so many hottttttt hunks, not to mention, MIU(s).... And if, only IF a miracle happens and i become some high ranking officer, I can totally rock the whole camp and do some serious search for a potential hotttt husband.... Lol... Im being real dramatic and crazy... Oh my god!! Imagine when im training the guys and asking them to do push ups... Then i can totally check out their asses?? Ooooh.. Thats so super tempting.. I would definitely trade a 100000dollars a month salary for that... Actually, im just joking.. How can i trade a 100000bucks a month salary for that??? My mom will totally kill me if i ever did that... Lol....

What the hell am i talking about man.. Im totally out of line here... Im suppose to focus.. Be a good kid.. And study... While i do some real good search for my ONLY ONE and be prepared for marriage!!! AHaha.. So early?? I must be kidding!!! Lol... Im just 15... Excuse my desperation to get a family and really be a spoiled wife.... Isn't that every girls dream? Be pampered? Dun work.. Husband come home.. Do some hanky panky.. Get kids... Wooo! Life i sgreat.. Oh, forgot, Add sopme mahjong in and especially some super great shopping!!! Wooo!! Now... Life is PERFECT!!! (which will never happen)

okays.. Gtg.. Love you guys!! Hope you enjoy reading my dream life and crappy imaginative stories!! I love you! Bye!
Friday, July 15, 2005

Wells, nth much... Hung out with fateha yeni and someone today.. I dunno i can say her name anot eh? I scared later i give out secret info... Lol.. Had soo much fun... I was at ease when i was with them eh? Why ah? Cos today in school i was feeling a little weird... Like Cinday was saying i was acting all weird and scary? Asal eh? Tak tau..... Lol.. Im obsessed with saying these measly few malay words that i know... Bleah~

So was feeling ratrher emty in school today.. Nopthing to boost my appetite for hyperness.. Only until maybe after school wahen i was with da gang then i relax abit... Lolo.. Duynno why.. Alah! My rashes getting worse!! I went to this CHAIM clinic... Was quite cheap.. 13 bucks.. But the stupid cream isn't helping.. In fact, im having MORe rashes spots.. And they're bloody itchy.... AHHH!!!! Knn.... Then the stupid body ache medicine also not working... I still feel body aching all over.. Stupid doc...

So wassup with ya'all daily lives?? I've been rather bored... And i really am craving for a swim.. I wanna be emerged in water and actually do some exercise.. I've been feeling rather hardworking and exercisy lately.. No idea why either... I just wana buck up on all my studies especially my chemistry.. Anyone wanna tutor me?? But foc lah.. I no money... Pls?????? I really am desperate for chemistry!!! AHAHAHAHH!!! I was planning on asking david.. But he seems so busy and all.. And i heard he ain't coping well in e2.. Hope he do good.. :)

Fateha??? you dedicated something for me so i shall as well... Eh mouthie.... Dun ever ever do that again ok? It hurts me too... ANd its hurting yourself... Isn't that a sin?? I feel so sad when you told me... But i want to tell you that if you got anyuthing, dun harm yourself.. Talk it out.. Tell your family or friends... We will try our best to help you.. May not guarantee will succeed but we will try!! :) okay? Love ya babe!

Aryani!!!!! Yay!!! That babe got no nick name yet eh? Well yeni!!! Pls dun always chabok me.... Wtv that means.. And i love you lots and lots.. And dun keep everything to yourself.. Somehow i have a feeling that you are.. ;) i love you!!!

Jassika!! So long never go out together.. Alwasy you missing.. Why eh? Busy ah? Alah! Must have our girls time soon ok? Love ya!!!

Ais&logen.,.. I have been missing out so much in your life.. I wish i was there every step you take but im sorry i cant.... And im sorry we cant be closer and im sorry we never spend so much time together like in the past.. Everythings chging but no matter what or who or when it is.. I still love you like a fat kid loves cake!! Smooches and hugs!! ILU~ I love you till even the war of the world ends i also will love you.. You are one big piece of chunky chocolates in my life.. Love ya!

All other mates ard theworld like vH and stacy and every other inportant person in my life... I love ya guys!! Ill always welcome you with open arms like how you'd do the same if i was in deep shit.. :) Love love...

My grand daddy is still kinda weak... I cant see him as my family members think i shouldn't in case mny rash get worse.. ANd i have to stay home to look after bryan cos he refuses to go after that traumatising event where the nurse talked to him... Im so freaking bored at home.. We are still in the process of purchasing a computer.. I feel so guiilty.... Dunno why.. Spend so much.. Haiz... I wish i was filthy rich.. Who wouldn't?? Muahahaha....

Ais is currently crazy on msn.. Loving every single shit she thinks of now.. SHes hyper hyper hyper... I dunno wat to say cos my dad;s com is kinda lagging behind... I wish im sleeping right now but i cant cos bryan is here and i cant just slp and leave him alone right? Cos if i do that who noes? Maybe when i wake up im already dead.. He may have burnt the house down or he may have dismantled every single thing that can be dismantled in my hopuse and i end up in a grp of big mess.. Den i get the blame when my mom is back... Why am i imagining so many negative things? Ahhh.. Putoo neh neh... So sian..

Ooooh. Gtg.. Bye!! Love babes!
Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Hello! Life's pretty normal.. HAd my 2.4 km run today.. Passed with a timing of 18.09.... I noe i noe.. Its not a real good time but im happy i passed and i improved... Im really proud of myself but i know i can do much better.. I just didn't try my best as i gave up on the last round... Oh.. And congrats to all who finish the run and tried so hard... No worries even if you fail you still prove to us you never give up.. :) Love love...

Hmmmm, so im pretty much bummed up after all these running and i've been sleeping alot in class lately.. Well, today, Moley bitch made me pissed so bad i almost got myself expelled by hitting her.. But then i think, i ain't going a whole bunch of shit just cos moley has been kau pei-ing at me since i entered her class.. Bitch....

Oh yeah.. I didn't go for my freaking tan tock seng apointment today cos of napfa... And now, i have another problem to think about.. My stupid assing rashes has spreaded to my neck and face and im freaking lazy to go to polyclinic to see.. So, im going to that CHIAM clinic that clarissa have been going to since last time.. She say its pretty cheap so i guess ill try it out... But on the other hand, i feel so bad about spending more money than actually needed.. I mean i have been going to polyclinic ever since last year and i'll definitely feel very bad if tmr the bill comes out to be more than 8 dollars.. Which is a definite!!!! Damn!!! But polyclinic??? SUch a bummer to be spending half my day there waiting to see a doc for a rash that is so irritating...

Now, my brother has introduce me to that prickly heat powder and when they say prickly heat?? They mean it BIGG time.. It burning my neck and hands so bad i think im being cremated.... Wtf.... I want this rashes off my body!!! And im so afraid its contagious.. Cos Bryan have been scratching himself lately and my friends are starting to itch too.. Im so worried im to blame for it.... Aiyah!!! Go die lah.. Sian... ARGHHH!! The burning sensation is soooo not SHIOK at all.. My kor kor say feel shiok like sai ah!!! So pain!!! Ahhh......

Nvm.... I go do something to distract myself.. Bye!!! Love yas!
Monday, July 11, 2005

Well, tmr's Bryan's birthday!!! Wooohooooo!!! Yay!! My baby brother is growing one year older.... Gonna have so much funn tmr!!! Muahahaha.....

Haiyo.. Today school was pretty much slack all day except during maths.. Which suck!!!!! I had that stupid A.maths test on graphs and all.. And guess what? I'm so sure im gonna flunk that bloody test bcos i took 25 mins to finish ONE question!!! And there's a total of THREE question.. The worse part is i have only 30 mins to finish the whole damn paper... Knn.... The worst maths test ever!!!! I was so pissed at myself for not studying... Absolutely regret not even doing my a maths hw... Everything started screwing up ever since maths lesson....

I lost my ruler and in return, couldn't finish COPYING my overdued hw on time... And then Assembly i was so freaking tired i couldn't open my eyes.. Thank goodness leonardi had a hott sweet to wake me up if not i would have been blinded... Lol...

After school, Yeni, Jas, Fat and solihin and me went to Braddell macs to celebrate Yeni's belated birthday.. Was much much funn.. Well, was forced to do my dare as the whole grp of guys were there... Somebody didn't wanna let me do my dare so i just left it as that.. Then fat and the rest have to come up with another dare which is to take a picture with Mhd Noh and put my arms on his shouders.. Was pretty comical and Mhd Noh was being a real bigg blurry sotong.. Ahaha... He hit the ceiling ok?? That's like damn pro... And they were still reprimanding him for being too stiff.... Ahahahah... Pity that poor boy....

Haiz... On the darker side of the world.... Yeh yeh's condition is worsened as they say he has pneumonia.. They say its a pretty strong disease and he MAY worsen... But now he's still quite satbel.. My yeh yeh's a good man... I KNOW he will make it through and he will survive all these obstacles and once again be my hero.... He will create another miracle for all my friends and family to see.... He's a strong and wilful man.. He wun EVER succumb to any bullshit abt him being weak and all.... :) I have faith in him...

Hmmm, okays.. There's nothing much these days to report anyways... Just that im feeling so tired EVERYDAY and that im having some stupid rash on my arms and back.. Like small mosquito bites.. Wonder if it measles or even chicken pox?? But has anyone in the world ever have TWO chicken pox in an entire lifetime?? I dun think so.... So its prolly a normal rash or maybe some weird disease.... AHahah... Scary!!! I'm having a little cough too.. Shit! I'm such a sick person.. Better get some rest....

Eh!!! No!!!!! No!!! I haven't do my DnT work.. Oh shitos!! WHo cares lah.... Hopefully Yhih huua can help me.. She's da best man!! SHe's one really good friend when you really need help... But im so so sorry i gotto trouble you yhih huua.. I noe you alr very busy helping others alr.. Wun blame you if you dun help me yah? Dun over exert yourself... You look tired these days too.. I guess hibernation period is here once more eh?

Alah!!!! My mom has yet to call tan tock seng to postpone my appointment for that stupid cyst on my elbow.... It was actually on wednesday but then wednesday got 2.4 run... Which im really NOT looking forward to cos im gonna fail it for sure maybe!!! AHAHAHAHHA!!! Hope they change the time to a more convenient time.. Like after 3pm or so.. Bcos then it'll be after school.... And my dad's probably gonna fetch me... Aiyah... So sian.. I dun wanna take injection!!! I am afriad.. Ok.. Fine.. Im terrified ok??? Im terrified of injections... But i usually just take them to save face... To save trouble also... Knn.... Cut my elbow leh!!!!

Oh.. Talking bout that... Today the guys were all so facinated by my cyst.. Saying wat if dun take out will become tumour then must amputate my arm.... Say what its oil then can drink wan... Ask ronald go drink then pay him 100 bucks.. Then stupid jonathan go touch then say it feels like breasts???? WTF?!?!?! He's the funniest cutest 15 year old i've ever met.. He was throwing a baby tantrum at leonardi just cos he thinks that leo stole his 2 dollars and he has no more money to cut his hair.... Ahahah... Funny.... Arm wrestling with them was fun though... Even if i keep on losing and losing and leonardi keep fucking tease me about being fat and all.. He's super assified!!!! But nvm... He batam durian.. NOt nice one.. So can't blame him.. Lol... Bye! Tc all! Love ya!
Saturday, July 09, 2005

Nonymous.. You dun want me to talk bout your baby? Right.. Please lah.. Its fucking obvious that's not the only reason you're here... You ask me to brush up on my english. Eh.. Look at yours lah... Ok, maybe you think YOUr english is the perfect one but hey... Go check up the dictionary and see if there is any liaoz... or lorx.... Wtf is your perfect english and image doing on my blog... Eh.. Free world... I wanna talk about who i can.. Unless your bf is president or something.... Then i repeat.. SUE ME!!!!!

I wanna talk bout danny i talk... Yah... Danny was being a funny bas yesterday... Yah... And before all this, he was being a jerk and i bet he Is a jerk... What can you do about it NONYMOUS????? Huh? Call police lah... Call swat team lah.. I do watever i wanna do... You wanna be a slut so be it.... You know most of my friends? Well good for you then cos most of them are good pple unlike you.... But i guess they fail to influence you on being a good person.. I dun blame 'em.. I blame YOU!!! Yah... And i have nothing to do with your boyfriend except our friendship.. And friendship is NOT a crime, unlike COWARDICE.... If you think i know who the fuck you are, then what's the point in putting nonymous as your name.. Only proves that you dun have the guts to be responsible for your words....

If you're bitch enough to read my post everyday and tag on my board.. Please be bitch enough to leave your REAL name and then we'll settle it in a CIVILISED manner and all will be fine.. I especially hate those pple who show thier guts only behind the computer and have no balls to show their true self in real life... HYPOCRITICAL!!! If you have had told me your real name or come look me up and say "mandy.. Stop talking about DADA* on your blog.. I know who he is and i just wanna let you know he's my boyfriend.. So stop talking about MY property and stop talking to DADA* also.. Thanks.." I would have said "Oh ok.. I didn't know he was already property of someone... Sorry for my inconsideration to your boyfriend. Will never happen again. And i wish you two the best!"

But you have to be childish and come my blog and tag like a 5 year old.. So you cant blame me for scolding you a bitch cos i got reasons to.. Where as YOU??? You have absolutely NO reason to call me bitch or slut bcos i haven't been talking about your bf since a couple of weeks ago... Anyway, i have doubts about you being his gf cos you see, unless you guys just got together or something, why would you feel so insecure and think that by me saying "oh yah.. didn't talk to DADA* today" means that im refering to him as my bf?? And why would you be so free to come diss me when you should be spenind quality time with your favourite boy?

Once again, if my friends dun wish to go out with me after school or even hates me, its their freaking problem.... You make me seriously wanna puke! You're so freaking protective of your boyfriend that you can't even let another girl look at him... Eh... Go lock him in your room lah... Ground him.. Take his hp away.. No computer... No radio.... Wah... That's super sia! Ok lah... Eh.. This one my last post dedicated to you already lah.. You wanna say what.. You say lah kay? Then you wanna look me up and tell me who exactly you are.. You go ahead and call me or just look me up lah huh? If you still prefer to stay as nonymous and insult me... Take extra vulgar and bad and to the core insultive words you can.. So i will ACTUALLY feel sad and angry at you.... I have already dedicated TWO post for you..

Continue your rubbish if you want and if you still wanna hate me... Hate me for all i care cos since i've got my "friends" hating me.. Why would i need YOU to love me?? :) SO just take care of your health and be very very careful when you cross the road(just in case).... Dun ever let danny find a girl better den you(which is DEFINITELY possible) & remember to take your vitamins... Ok... Bye best loserfied whore ever! Oh yea.. Thx for you tags anyway... They're really inspiring....

Ok.. Back to reality.... Nothing much.. Just that i bought Bryan this mini computer for his birthday.. 51 bucks.. And it turn out to be too complicated for him... Wa lau.. Feel so regretful now on buying this thing... And Bryan refuses to learn the correct way of counting 1 to 20.. Which is driving me nuts!!! Arghhhh... Ahahah.. Nvm.. Slow and steady.... Hmmm, so Bryan birthday is on Tuesday... And Yeni's birthday is TOMORROW!!!

YAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YENI INAYRA!!!! Happy happy 15th birthday!!! I love you much and i wish you all the best!!! Wish you get watever cutie you want and dun be fickle like fat?? Ahahah... Just joking lah eh...... Okok... I bought you a prezzie!! MONDAY!!!!! :) Love ya!

Okays.. Nothing else.. Love ya guys! *smucks*
Friday, July 08, 2005

Eh nonymous.. If danny's yours already.. Why you bothering to even tag on my blog? If he's yours already, then no point wat eh? If he loves you sooo damn much then you no need to bother with a nobody like me wat? Then what you so fucked up about? Shalini pretier than me so? Like i give a fuck eh? I bet you're that much prettier than shalini also lah... I mean, look at the slutty things you're saying.. You're prolly the most beautiful whore around.... No wonder danny loves you sooo damn much..

I congratulate you on getting your danny.. And if i wanna fuck him ill definitely tell him and give him a chance to reject me right in the face.. No need youy to say... Cos im not like you, coward.. Say then dun dare write name... You so beautiful and nothing to be scared of right? Then what the fuck you keeping ur name anonymous for? Danny love you your problem lah.... I wanna call him lanjiao jerk wtv fuck i call him you wanna care so much cos he your bf? Ask him come tell me fuck out of his life lah... It's HIS life like you said.. And who the fuck ever interfered in YOUR life? I dun even noe you bitch....

My friends may hate me like you said. Thats their problem also... If they dun have the courage to just tell me they hate me then its also their problem. And the problem with YOU, is that you care to much about what other pple are thinking about me that you neglect what pple are thinking about you!! You wanna fuck around my tag can.. But save it lah... Its fucking uneccesary and damn freaking irritating.... If you dare tell me your name.. I WILL get out of YOUR life(which is already done but you're pulling me back in).... Stop being such a fucking coward lah.... You scared what? Danny's yours already.. You talk like you sooo super beautiful... Like you got model face... Den you scared wat? Scared i disfugure your face the danny wun like you anymore ah? Cos with that inner beauty of yours.. I dun think it can attract any freaking guy....

If i wanna say who bitch i say.. I wanna say you bitch, i wun give a fuck who dun like who like... You need your friends to tell you that im scolding your loverly bf online??? Please lah.. Is that childish or is that childish.... You so freaking protective of your baby then go copyright every property of his lah.. Then after that you come sue me.... You got no fucking back-up on all your statement then wanna kau pei so much for fuck ah? If you want me to lose this fucking fight which you fucking started, then gimme your best shot... Looking at your cowardice makes my skin itch and really makes me wanna puke....

You got nothing better to do ask danny fuck you upside down and go do some good to him by being sweet to him and not destroy his happy-go-lucky image lah.... With a gf like you his whole life may be ruined but who cares? You're not MY gf.. It's his choice.. Im not saying im much better but trust me, whatever shit you're doing.. Ain't helping your relationship at all.... Yah.. It just goes to show what a bitch you turned out to be after you got what you want....

Before you start shooting your stupid response to my post... Go do a self reflection and ask yourself.. If danny loves you so much.. What's a mandy to you? She's nothing.. Unless you feel so insecure.... Fuck off bitch.. Yea.. And you had the guts to ask me fuck off when you're in my blog?? Wtf is your problem? Danny dating a retard or wat? If you're too slow to understand.. I wun blame you eh....

Im danny's plaything when he's bored? Right..... Totally true.. Which friend isn't just a plaything when you're feeling a certain kind of emotions? Get this straight hoe, i didn't harrass your fucking bf.... So i did nothing wrong... When he bored he sms me and ill be stupid enough to sms him back? True.... The only thing is.. He's the stupid one.... And you're stupid too... Cos im not like you.. I'd rather have a friend than a foe.... Pple can hate me for all that matters... But ill try my best to kepp as many friendship as i can.... I knew danny and i are friends since april fool's day... If you dun believe or if your darling boyfriend never tell you.. Go ask him.....

So tell yourself to fuck out of pple's life and ask your bf to choose a better girlfriend next time.... You not happy with me after this... Come look for me or you can feel free to flood my tag which will only boost my popularity... Yeah.. Im all out for fame, popularity and money... Tell that to all your friends and ask them to come look me up if they want.... You wanna misunderstand a person before you get things staright its none of my fucking business..... You go ask your fucking danny wat he ever do EXACTLY when you're not around then you come kacau me.... Dun anyhow anyhow bomb.. Stupid bitch... Get the fuck out of MY life and stop your mother pusssy rubbish lah.... You wanna find trouble and be funny.. I go along with you.. Bitch!

Oh.. To the other readers... And to friends that matters and are not as coward as the anonymous bitch.... Sorry for this post.... And to those friends who hates me and dun like me and those being so fucking hypocritical..... Come tell me your true feeling then we'll fucking get outta each others life.. Yeah... Bye to ALL!!!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Oooh... Someone seriously have a problem with me calling danny a jerk and me liking danny... Oh wtf... Since you guys already noe its danny... so be it.. I guess he'll totally piss himself off when he sees this.. Ahaha.... Funny.... What is that person so pissed abt anyway? Maybe he/she loves danny so much he/she just cant stand me calling him a jerk... Wtf is his/her problem... I mean, im not saying that the person is wrong and im right.. I noe im wrong calling danny a jerk when he's not. BVut y'know sometimes when you're really piss? You say things out of the moment of folly and then things strat to get to you and you ACTUALLY believe yourself...

But what is the big deal? I can't get the guy i so dearly love. Can't i just vent a lil anger and just scold some stupid vulgarities on my blog? I mean if you think you're so damn great, come tell me in my face what im doing wrong then ill see if you're really that great a person in real life. And if you're face is so damn perfect that danny would love you the moment he lay his eyes on you. And even if you're ugly, its not a crime eh? As long as you have a heart... But looking at what the fuck you're doing in MY tagboard? You dun seem like a person with a damn friggin' good heart. Take a hike gurl/guy!

Ok.... Maybe im over reacting to that person's bitchiness.... ahaha.... And i apologise to danny... For using his name so excessively like it doesn't matter.. Someone should seriously go patent hs name... Or copyright it or watever.... Lol... Hmmm, Y'know? Im so super lucky. cos when i read that person's tag. I was only feeling a lil sarcastic and not pissed at all. Luckily for me i wasn't pms-ing.... If not situation would be much worser..... Ahahaha..... Totally... Ok.. Enough about her/him.. He/she will totally be gloating cos i have named him/her so many times of my blog meaning he/she actually GOT to me.. So not true.. Resol!!!!

Hmmm, so..... Wat is it i wanted to saybefore that biggggg interupption of sarcasm and totally uneccesariness??? Oh yeah.. I missed school today... And from wat cindy said.. I missed quite a bit of fun too... Lol... Should have gone to school.... One day can change SOOOO much..... Ahaha.... Okok.... Fine..... Im crapping a whole fucking lot of nada.... so i shall leave it as that.. Bye!
Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Hello!!! Haven't been blogging AT ALL lately.. Apologize for that(as if anyone even reads my blog)... Stupid!!!!! I feel so erm, weird?? Dunno why... Suddenly feel like rushing somewhere.. Like the feeling of "gan-jiongness" overcame me..

It's been a thousand years since i interacted with DADA*.... He's kinda a bigg bigggg jerky ass.. and im just a bigg bigggg jerky ass hater... Ahaha... So happens...

Okays... So today was funn compared to other days where i just stay home and look after bryan.. didn't know that suddenly go out in a long time would be such fun... But it doesn't include any certain person... With or without him, today would be fun.. so no comments for a certain someone.....

School have been pretty much NADA these days.. And adding to the "fun".... Jennifer broke her leg and we are now temperary permanently staying in one class room.. Yay!!! Less exercise.. Bigger tummy.. How nice??? Duh~ stupid.... But one thing good is i can now sleep in class without a worry!!! Ok.. that only makes me more of a pigg than i already am... Shit.. Gotta STAY AWAKE!!!

Oh.. Talk a bout drama.... Today was drama mama day to da core!! Gladys got herself into some deep shit thanks to the mighty powers of great ol franky..... And everything just "falls into place" when Both sides started to feel anger and let their emotions take over... And soon enough, the whole world is gonna know and the world of the worlds will soon be over..... Because tom crusie is getting married... Ok.. How lame was that?? Grade.. 1-10.... 1 being the worse lame joke you ever heard.. 10 being the best "oh-my-gosh-im-crying-thanks-to-you-mandy!" kinda lame joke.... Bleah~ Wat in the world am i even TALKINGA BOUT!?!???!?! Shit.. Im spouting nonsense.. And when that happens.. There's only ONE thing i can do and you can help.....

I continue talking like a crazy mother bad ass and you can totally just listen.. Which in this case, replace talking, with typing... And listening, with reading.... :) I absolutely love the whole lot of you who still read even after i have said so much nonsensical rubbish and i know you still love me.. dun deny it!! C'mon.... Who could NOT love me??? Well, after all im just a....... Totally crazy bitch who craps so much even harris iskandar can't take my nonsense and has blocked me from msn... NICE ONE HARRIS!!!!! ;)

Ok... So enough of crapperdoosing and i've gotta get to work.. Moley wants me to give her a soft copy of my poems so she can do somecorrections to it then send it for some competition shit.. If i'd known it would be so much trouble.. I would NEVEr have let her in on my poetry.. Stupid ass.. Now gotta waste my stupid time typing those lousy freaky poems all over agian just to save in a bloody diskette and give it to her... stupid bitch... RETIRE LAH resol!!!! Bleah~

Ya lah ya lah.. finishing already lah.. Ok.. Done.. Bye!