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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Yah lah sia.... cannot sleep lah sia... Wah kau.... =( Damn sad lah... Just kinda had a tiff with the boyf... Cos he was being a tad bit irritating and im just not in a good mood. I told him to back off a lil already but he don't wanna take me seriously. So what am i to do? Then as i was giving him my "im serious speech", he decided it was time for him to show abit of his attitude also. So yeah. You see, i hate it when things are left hanging there. Especially its just before we go to sleep. So its so annoying. It doesn't help to lessen my anger at all. I mean, yeah, i understand he just wants to be playful and stuff. And that he has his temper too. But holy fuck!! I told him its not the appropriate time to play and im not in the mood already. Why cant he get the fucking hint that im pms-ing and i just wanna cuddle for a few minutes and have him listen to me for a few minutes and then go sleep...

Wah... Fuck.. Im so irritated i can sleep at all.... I got no fucking mood to do anything lah. Feel like just fucking screaming at him lah. Make a din or something... urgh.... Stupid idiot..... Im pissed.. Right from just now lah!!! Friggin soccer soccer soccer..... Every fucking day.... One day don't watch will die noe.... Then after that fucking hell, arggghhhh!!! It's something so small and the more i think about it the more irritated i am. CCB..... Mother cb, cant believe he's there sleeping his way thru lalaland now as im feeling so knn-ish now...

I bet he thinks by tmr it'll be over and that ill be fine and dandy again. Ill be happy little playful me again.. No fucking way.. He can kiss his early morning smile goodnight because i am going to make him pay for this. Seriously. I really feel like waking him up from his sleep and giving him a piece of my mind but i think that's a bit too unreasonable. WAIT.... I WANNA BE UNREASONABLE!!! I WANNA SHOUT AT HIM FOR BEING SO INSENSITIVE TO MY EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW!! I WANT HIM TO AT LEAST NOT SLEEP!!! knnbccbkppbccb arghhhhhh!!! Pissed-ness level up to 10/10 now!!! I need to de-stress.. VEry... Bad.... PMS... NOW!!!! grrr.....
Sunday, February 24, 2008

Wow... Quite abit going on lately. Not much time to blog and use the computer. Holidays started and all so im working my ass off. Other than that have been watching way too much soccer for a non-soccer lover like me. Well, Allen loves soccer so i have not much of a choice. He likes it when i sit beside him and watch soccer. I usually shout at the funniest things, like when they pass wrongly or what ill squeak. I just realise soccer is the only sport that makes me squeak. Wahaha. Plus, i dun usually squeak anyway.

Alcoholism rate is dropping way down since i've known Allen. He helps to keep my alcohol intake in check. and i help with his addiction to ciggies. Well, it's a win-win situation. In a way, i actually feel so refreshed in this relationship. It seems to be going healthy. Waaay healthy actually.... hmmmmm... ;) But well, that's good. I haven't had that since my first "love" in primary school. Haha.EY!!! we were together for about 2 years okay!!! Haha... My childhood lover seeeey..... lol....

Well, as Allen is watching soccer now. Man united against New castle if im not wrong, im bored and im glad i have my laptop to fall on. So yeah. I hope Man united loses. So that he can sulk his way through tonight and tell me how the match went. Then ill fall asleep halfway... Lol.... =) Im kidding. Ok. It's half-time now and i think that's way he is bugging me here in my room. If not he won't come in my room WAN LORH!!!!! Stupid soccer. Half time for what? Play all the way lah! Then he won't come and kacau me.. Wahahah!! WAH!!! Bunga... Read already then wanna go all merajuk with me... Tsk... Still a kid..... I LOIKE~~~!!!! Weeehee heeheee.....

Haiya... Actually ah... Somethings bothering me..... Actually... Got a few things bothering me.... I think im stupid... Becauseeeeeeee...... I dunno what im working so much for... I dun even need that much money now since i've stopped drinking so much.... And plus.... Erm.. I dunno... Maybe because working at BS is fun and Allen is there... Hmmm, i should quit brussels... WAHAHAHA!!! Not happening... =) Okok... The next more important thing is about my hormones. I fell confused. And only Logen would know why.... And Yeah.... It's damn weird lah.... I hope its really just a a phase of time.... I dun wanaa .... I dun wannaaaaaa....!!! I just dun wanna laaaah.... Wahahahah!!! Okok... I talking cock lah. BORED MAH!!! Must understand....

Okay.... I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT!!! OK... i know this is no headline news for all of you guys cos i've said a million times i wanna lose but im still the fat bitch i am... But yeah... I wanna put some time to go swimming and do sit ups at home too... Wish me luck cos ill need lot of it... And allso wish my laziness away... WAHAHAHAH!!! I wanna be a hott sexy mama kickass ... Not that i need to be to hook up with hott guys(because i already can..) WHAHAHAHA!! Just that... You know... I wanna know how it feels to be a hott sexy mama kickass.... Plus i only need that left.... To be perfect to myself... And have a little less man hormones.... Lololololol.... kiddin'... =)

Wah lao.... This post damn fucking random... I dunno what in the world i talking about also. And guess what. I am becoming more ah lianzzzzz alr arhsss..... CCB.... Becoming so cheeeeeeeeeeena-bay ah... All that Allen's fault la.. Always le lor leh lah looooooooo... Ok... Not all he use ah... Usually just "LE".... Lololol... I eat le. You there LE! YOU LE!!!! I LE!!! WE ALL LE!!!! LE LE LE!!!!!! OK LE!! I DUN TALK LE!!! LATER HE SAY I BAD LE!!! THEN HE DUN LOVE ME LE!!! THEN HE WILL FIND OTHER GIRLS LE!! OTEHR GIRLS THAT DUN TEASE HIM ABOUT HIS LE(S) LE~~~~!!!!! HAHA.... Ok le.... stop le.... eh cannot le!!! cannot stop le1!! AHHHH LE!!! HELP LEEEEE!!!!!! Lololol..... Le...... Ok...... Im done..... LE.......

BYE LE! SEE YOU AGAIN WORXXX!!! MUACKIESSSXXXSSSXXXX..... LOVES LE..... =)