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Monday, January 26, 2009

Hello all... Im over at Genting highlands right now. The boys are all addicted to playing DOTA and online games and i have to babysit them. So here i am wasting my 2 hours away on i don't know what. I tried some DOTA and i sucked at it cos i kept dying and My cousin and brother are too good for me. Tried playing other games but didnt last long. So decided to blog.

Had the reunion dinner with the whole load of family. Was great seeing everyone together. Two of my uncles didnt come though. Well the jam when we came up was terrifying. Jammed at the causeway for 3hours and then some nonsensical jams here and there over at malaysia. So we wasted 12 hours just to reach Genting. Well, i forgot what i wanted to blog about. Nevermind.

Just viewed some girl's friendster profile. Realise she's actually quite a good looking girl. Just maybe dont look as good in real life. Hmm, i don't know but the whole "i-think-i-don't-look-good" feeling just came back these couple of days.

Allen and I havent been on good terms recently. Maybe quarrels and we both are so sick and tired of being pissed and upset. So many things happened in so little time so alot of the "love" we say we have, tends to be forgotten or put aside. I;ve forgotten how happy i was at the start now. But well thats life, nothing good lasts. What to do... I hope we pull this through but yet something in me tells me otherwise. Maybe its true, maybe sometimes love just ain't enough. So many heartbreaks around the world. Damn sad to say but everyone around me is mending a broken heart. It's hard not to get affected.

Well, alrightees. I have so many friend sto catch up with. Sollihin, Cindy, Harris, Logen, Vanessa and so many others. Realy miss you guys. And aryani and Fateha, i really don't want to organise leh... You guys better at organising ma.... PLEASEEEEEEE? =(

haha. aite. Gotta go.. bye babes....m
Thursday, January 08, 2009




Hello... My friend vanessa and I would like to say hi...
Aren't we just the beautiful-est? haha...



And so would my wonderful parents and the little bugger.
This was at one of my cousin's wedding. So ser-weeeet man...


See all these guys? Waiting to get my number lah.. haha...
So hott right? the only reason why i make them wait.... Is because.......


I have HER! Isn't she just the sexiest thing ever? Wah lau...
She makes me happy that i swing both ways.... Haha.. Being bi has it's perks..
Lol.. She's not mine lah... wishful thinking... Hottness. =)


Then very randomly, this is the picture of us with the nephew and niece. =)
I look retarded. Haha. Compared to the first pictures.
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There are actually more pictures. But i have yet to upload them from the camera. Pictures such as those taken at Sentosa with Aryani and fateha. And pictures such as i cant remeber what but i know there are new pictures. OH!!! PIctures of Allen and i, on our first year. =) We went to visit all of singapore's park. Haha.. It got me bored after awhile though. Haha. That day just didnt go as well as we thought it would. =) Sometimes things just dun go the way you want it to. Well, what can i do? =) Its over... haha.
another 2 more weeks of school and fuck im free for 3 months then school again. last year. fuck. How to tahan??? Wanna die liao...
Recently, i dunno what i've been doing. Most of the time i just linger around. I don't know shit about what im supose to do, what im doing and what i didn't do. I think i would have made lots of mistakes if i didnt have allen around to keep me in check. Recently the urge to start drinking again is stronger than ever. And recently, i get pissed over nothing. Oh anyway tha's not so recent. My temper has been a problem for awhile now.
Recently though, allen went for a minor op on his knee, he is recovering fine but he is worried about work. And so am i worried for him as well. Recently, i dunno how to be a good gf and i dunno how to change. Recently i asked for the strength and wisdom to help me be a happier person and to give the pple around me happiness but recently the new year passed and my wish wasn't granted. Maybe i prayed to chinese god so CNY then i get my wish. HAhahahahaha.. jokes.....
Anyway, CNy ill be at Genting. Recently also, i miss my grandparents alot. Just the other day, i was on the bus, crying my lungs out cos i saw an old couple and they reminded me of them. And i remember the last days of my grandma. I remembered her first compliment to me, one chinese new year ago. And she even said that my boyfriend looks handsome. It was like assurance. And the first one, coming from my grandma, on her deathbed. Recently many memories came back to me. And recently my sadness became my anger and i felt so stressed out. But the outing with yeni and Fateha let some out. Im glad we went out. =)
So this post is so random. So many random things. Lastly, wanna say i miss all of my friends from the old school days. and i miss hanging out doing nothing at all. =) Hope everyone's doing fine. Love ya'all. =)