Tuesday, June 29, 2010
THIS IS HOW MY WEEK WENT .... =\ FUCKed UP.
And here are some....
SLIGHTLY DEPRESSING, FUNNY PICTURES ...
Everytime i hear this song.. I feel like i wanna die...
Like i wanna commit suicide and just leave a note...
Ii dont know why. Im not suicidal. Its just the song i guess...
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This goes out to all my family members... =)
Especially my elder brother.
The only people that have never left me is my family...
Thats why there's no such thing as True friends. Or True love.
But there's always family...
YES KEEP MY HOPES UP ....
FUNNY!! =) THESE CRACKED ME UP ....
RAWR!!!
LOL. Goes down to the media fucking us all over...
I hate saying things in the fit of my anger. =(
LOL!! FUNNIEST ONE SO FAR..
POKEMON!! GOTTA CATCH EM ALL...
I feel the urge to watch the old school cartoons again... =)
OK BYE!!
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Allen replied to my letter... LOL. WTH? Apparently when he told me that the girl's name is Gina. He wanted to type gone. dunno how that came about. BUT... He thought i ASSUMED the girls name is Gina. LOL. Like im the kind of person that would pluck out a name from no where and accuse him of loving that girl. LOL. WTF. He told me " I love another girl already. GINA" And i was suppose to think that he meant " I love another girl already. GONE." ?? Im smart. But not THAT smart. HAHA. GINA!! Now come to think of it ... It's so funny. GINA. LOL!!! GINA!!! HAHAHA YOU DONT EXIST GINA!!! YOU DONT!!! =)
So... We exchanged a few facebook messages and again he kept apologizing. I dunno why. LOL. Poor kid. I think my blog posts are making him feel fucked up. I always thought that was what i wanted. Until he msg me yesterday. And i realised, NO. I didnt want this kind of reaction from him. I didnt want him to feel bad ... I mean.. I dunno. I guess i just wanted to spark a respond. But i guess i was wrong. I didnt want to interfere with his life and i thought i could do it, by just blogging. Cos its the only way i can express my feelings without imposing on him and his new girl. Thats as far as nobility brings me. =\
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Also, yesterday i talked to Wilson after his book out. And i realise he's going through a rough patch. Similar. But when i see him so broken. My heart broke even further. I dunno. I guess i always looked up to him. He was my pillar. He was my hero. And when you see the person you respect and admire so much break, and lose all confidence in himself as a man. You would break too. I tried to assure him that whatever applies to his relationship wont apply at home. Because i love him unconditionally. But i couldn't go pass the first sentence and my tears started to well up. I couldnt take anymore seeing him in pain. I could feel him literally slipping away and fading into the background of his NS life and his fucked up relationship issues. He told me he didnt care anymore. That the more he cared the more hurt he gets. And that just broke me. It was like me brother telling me he is too tired with his life to care about me anymore.
I wanted to talk. I needed to talk to him. About family. About MY life. About his life. But when he said " I dun wanna care anymore. You all can go do whatever you want. Its none of my business. " I sat there.. And my heart broke even more than i thought possible. And for a moment, i hated the people who made my brother this way. I wanted to ask him to just ask those people out and fix it right there and then. But i couldnt. That would be over the line. So i begged. I begged for them to leave him alone. To give him some time to recover. to stop ruining my brother. I knew i shouldnt have interfered. I knew it wasnt my place to do anything. But i couldnt just sit there and see my brother fall. And not do anything. One broken heart in the family is enough. And, i guess, if he lost his faith in love. The little bit of faith i have left... Would just disappear too.
I want so much to shelter my brother because thats what he has been doing for me. But i got overwhelmed by the fact that he no longer has the energy and strength to shelter me this time. I want him to be better. To be okay. And to know that he's not bad. That no matter what others do or say to make him feel like he's not worth it. He's worth every single penny in my life. And if one person doesnt know how to appreciate him. If TWO people dont know how to make him feel loved. Then i hope WE as his family can make him feel like he's worth everything.
NS took half his life away from us. If you ruin the other half. My brother won't be the same anymore. And like my mum and dad. He is my pillar. And above that. He is my older brother. I cant let him fall. I know the feeling cos ive been thru it more than he did. But this one. THIS ONE!! This fall.. If he falls... Im afraid he just wont get over it as easy as any other fall he did. =\
Thanks for understanding. I hope you get better. I know you hurt pretty bad too. But i guess. When we screw things up. We just have to take the heat lor... But itll get better... Im sure it will.. I know, you smarter than that. And you're able to handle it and makes things get better again. Just let him recover first. He cant break anymore. He just cant.... Im sorry...
Ah fuck. I think thats all ill blog about today. Im not in the right state of mind to do happy thoughts the past two days. Sorry guys.
Friday, June 25, 2010
Just a letter to Allen first. And then my inspiration motivational kind of post k? =) If you dont want emo-shits from me..
Scroll down to the red words for the non-emo post. =)
"GINA isnt real. It's just a made up name for Another girl. LOL. Gina's real name is actually _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .... LOL. Isn't it freaking obvious? I can see it all over facebook, you loser. SEE...!! Once again you prove to me you're nothing but a liar. Can't even stop lying when you wanna be harsh and give me the "harsh" "fact"... Really. I do not understand. You're a freaking liar. And you suck so badly at lying too. And no girl will be happy with you. Trust me. NO GIRL. =) Maybe you should start dating men. HAHA. You look the part anyway.. LOL. Ok. Sorry i sound so spiteful and angry. Im not pissed. I just dont get it. LOL. Maybe for fun. And to play along with my part of loving you til death. Maybe i should, go create some trouble. I feel the need to have some adrenaline rush through my veins...
Ok laaaaaah.... Over liao means over lor... Im too tired and lazy to go through all the sadness and depression about you anyway. Thanks to the feelings i keep harbouring for you. Im screwing up everything else. I keep forgetting stuff cos i keep focusing on forgetting you. And my mind's becoming more and more screwed. And you're not worth half of it. Even though i still love you, and im ready to accept your flaws and work things out. But i have started to believe... STRONGLY believe, that, my life, will no longer have you in it. That you will no longer be anywhere near more than just a friend. You'll be just a past. A story ill tell my future husband about. And in a couple years, ill be looking back. And laughing at how silly i was... U never wanted me back. U never did. For a brief moment after we broke up. I was your safety net. I was your net, just in case she didnt like you back at least you wont be all alone. You know your time is limited .... And you were afraid(knew) nobody could love you like i do. So you kept me. Then when you realise she had potential. You decided its time for me to go.
Well, that's my point of the story anyway. And you're not gonna do anything to prove me wrong. So ill stick with that. But i wish next time when you see me at my wedding and you're no more than just a casual guest, or i may even forget to invite you, i really do hope, and i really think it would happen that you look at me and you feel all sorts of regret and guilt. And if anyone tells me maybe in time to come you and him will get another opportunity to try again. I'll say this "NO!" the longest no you'll ever hear... No more... I don't go back to ex(s). I just dont. It's like buying a broken antique... Whats the point. Plus the way you just left. I'll never get over that. So it'll never work out. years later even if i can look back and laugh. I STILL wont get over the fact of how you left and just got over me like i meant TOO little. Oh sorry. In other words? You're a fucking fucktard. Go fuck spider. LOL. Kidding.
Please... TRY YOUR BEST to be happy with some other girl. Cos trust me. Wont come easy. With you and the way you are. To be happy with some other girl? Wait lor.. WAIT LONG LONG AH! =) Lol... Wanna like another girl... But havent even start only got problems liao. LOL. What do you think the future holds for you? LOL. Happy? You're just kidding yourself. She's not for you. Oh wait, sorry. I meant, YOU are not meant for HER.
OKAY. Above all.. All the fucking best Allen. You, won't be happy without me. =) Not the kind of happy i can give you anyway. Cos the love i have for you is like shangri-la.. But you preferred to go for some cheap 1-star kind of love. SO, go ahead!! Go feel like ignorance is bliss. Go feel like the 1-star kind of love is "enough" for you. Cos in the end, you'll realise that you gave up my love for something so much less than love. K. My fucking draggy long point is. She cant love you like i do. Nobody can. =) But im not the noble kind of love. So those of you who have opinions like "if you love him why you curse him? why cant you just wish him all the best as long as he's happy?" can go suck my asshole.
Cos im not noble when people break my heart. Im not noble when people lie to me and betray my trust. Im not noble when people act like they care and go thru all means to show that they care but in actual fact they dont fucking care. Im not noble because you took away the love i held on so tightly to, and threw and spit on it. I dont hate you. I despise you. And I pity you. Cos after i cross this bridge. You no longer will be able to get back your 5-star worth of loving feeling. So stick with your 1-star. =) She's all you've got and all you're gonna get.
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I extract sermons/wise words from a book by Mitch Albom. "Have A Little Faith" These sermons means so much. It was a jewish Rabbi that said this words apparently. Made me think. Plus i like the stories he tell.. =) I'll type it out.. =)
" A man seeks employment in a farm. He hands his letter of recommendation to his new employer. It reads simply 'He sleeps in the storm.'
The owner is desperate for help so he hires the man. Several weeks passed, and suddenly, in the middle of the night, a powerful storm rips through the valley.
Awakened by the swirling rain and the howling wind, the owner leaps out of bed. he calls for his new hired hand, but the man was sleeping soundly.
So he dashes off to the barn. He sees, to his amazement, that the animals are secure with plenty of feed.
He runs out to the field. He sees the bales of wheat have been bound and are wrapped in tarpaulins.
He races to the silo. The doors are latched, and the grain is dry.
And then he understands. 'He sleeps in the storm.'
My friends, if we tend to the things that are important in life, if we are right with those we love and behave in line with our faith, our lives will not be cursed with the aching throb of unfulfilled business. Our words will always be sincere, our embraces tight. We will never wallow in the agony of 'I could have, I should have.' We can sleep in a storm.
And when it's time, our good-byes will be complete. "
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" When a baby comes into this world, its hands are clenched, right? Why? because a baby, not knowing any better, wants to grab everything, to say, 'the whole world is mine.'
But when an old person dies, how does he do so? With his hands open. Why? Because he has learned the lesson.
We can take nothing with us. "
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Thursday, June 24, 2010
A picture to start off... =)
THIS PICTURE FREAKS ME OUT.
Another evidence that FACEBOOK is indeed, EVIL...
I have nice good colleagues who are very friendly to me. =) Although some people might think weirdly of this situation. But. It's cool. =) They're cool. LOL. Kannan cooked LEMON rice for me today. Which is new to me. Not bad. But not exactly the kind of rice that i would like to eat everyday. Too sour perhaps. But the egg was good. its true. Indians use spices in evrything!!! LOL...
So today my dad forgot his passport and he was going to be late for his flight. So he cabbed down to my workplace (cos i drove his car). And i took an hour off to drive him to the airport. I miss taking an airplane. I want a holiday. I wanna go somewhere far and relaxing. Forget about all the crap i have here. Forget about the stressful survivor tactics i have to sharpen everyday just to be successful.. I wanna forget all about making money. Wanna forget about all the less important things in my life. and just. fly away. Although i have the strong urge to just fly off alone. I believe that having company always helps. and i believe the right kind of company is my family. Anyone in my family.
Would love to go on a holiday with friends. But i just sort of in a way. Got reminded that friends. Friends hurt you too. Whether intentional or unintentional. When we get too attached to a certain friend. Or we start to pretend that friends are forever. Shit happens and take you on a roller coaster ride just to remind you that, NOTHING IS FOREVER. Nothing REALLY bad happened. Dont worry, guys. I just got a slight reminder. I didnt like the feeling that reminder left me with. Like anyone can just walk out of my life. And forget all about me. =( Maybe its just the way i see it. Maybe im wrong. I never said i was always right..
Not feeling the hype i felt yesterday... Maybe cos im not trying hard enough to be happy. But im just tired. I FEEL tired.
SO... anyway, watched toy Story 3 with the fat burger yesterday at AMK hub. Cant believe i lost my way from my house to AMK hub. =( stupid GPS is useless... So had to wait for the next show. Ate dinner and watch a fucked up kid play the "catch sweets" game at the arcade. Reminded me much of Allen and how we used to love to play those stuff. Spending hundreds of dollars on getting toys that now i dont know what to do with.
So Harris was at AMK hub too. Came up just before the show started to say hi. He cut his hair. Looking awesome... as always... =)
Read the book WILL YOU BE THERE. Borrowed from Fateha. Good story. =) Am in the midst of reading a book i took off from my brother's table. MITCH ALBOM - HAVE A LITTLE FAITH
Maybe i just need a religion or something. Salvation. But i dont believe in all those. and if you dont believe. It just doesnt happen. Plus faith is not a religion. =\ I wish love was a religion. And i wish i was a staunch love-ist/love-tian/love-alic/love-lim/love-du... Wtv .... There's no higher power guys... deal with it.
Im a tad bit emo today. So i shall stop my post here. And END IT WITH COOL PICTURES & JOKES!! =)
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JOKE NUMBER 1 : ED ZHACHARY
A woman was very distraught at the fact that she had not had a date or any sex in quite sometime. She was afraid she might have something wrong with her, so she decided to employ the medical expertise of a therapist. Her doctor recommended that she go see Dr. Chang, the well known Chinese sex therapist. So she went to see him.
Upon entering the examination room, Dr. Chang aid, "OK, take off your
The woman did as she was told. "Now, get down and craw reery, reery fass to odder side of room." Again, the woman did as she was instructed. Dr. Chang then said, "OK, now craw reery, reery fast back to me." So she did.
Dr. Chang slowly shook his head and said, "Your probrem vewy bad, you haf, 'Ed Zachary' Disease, worse case I ever see, dat why you not haf sex or dates."
Confused, the woman asked, "Oh my God, Dr. Chang, what is Ed Zachary Disease?" Dr. Chang looked the woman in the eyes and replied, "Ed Zachary disease is when your face rook Ed Zachary rike your ass."
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JOKE NUMBER 2 : Rent For Apartment
A young man met a beautiful girl and agreed to spend the night with her for $500. So they did. Before he left, he told her that he did not have any cash with him, but that he would have his secretary write a cheque and mail it to her, calling the payment "RENT FOR APARTMENT".
On the way to his office he regretted what he had promised, deciding that the whole event was not worth the price. So, he had his secretary send a check for $250 and enclosed the following note:
Dear Madam, Enclosed find cheque in the amount of $250 for rent of your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon because when I rented the apartment I was under the impression that: 1) it had never been occupied; 2) that there was plenty of heat; 3) that it was small enough to make me cozy and feel at home. Last night, however, I found it had been previously occupied, that there was no heat, and it was entirely too large.
Upon receipt of the note, the girl immediately returned the check for $250 with the following note:
Dear Sir, First of all, I cannot understand how you expect a beautiful apartment to remain unoccupied indefinitely. As for the heat, there is heat if you know how to turn it on. Regarding the space, the apartment is, indeed, of regular size, but if you don't have enough furniture to fill it, please don't blame the landlady!
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Lay kachu... LOL
I found this funny.. LOL
Little marshmallows.
DUMB SHITES....
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TOODLES!!
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Today i laughed alot at work today cos GK introduced a website to me called failbook.com... It is hilarious... And another website to do with bad english signs.. LOL. =) But my laughter didnt last me til lunch time because i realise as i was about to go for lunch.. THAT.. I... fucking forgot to bring cash to work.. And there's no ATM anywhere nearby and the canteen does not accept card payments. SO... Fuck doomed for lunch.. And hungry... And cant think of a win-win idea with 1.50 on my hands... So here i am... Drinking coffee... =(
I hate my life sometimes... HATE IT. I keep forgetting stuffs... And it makes me feel and look retarded.. Not awesome.. NOT awesome at all... =( My friends tell me its because i keep trying too hard to forget certain things that this focus influences my memory for other issues too... Wish i had two brains... =\
OH. Did i mention today is ALLEN'S birthday? The day i've been trying to push to the back of my head so much. But it keeps popping up.. WHY? Why do i want to push it away so badly? Cos i want so much to spend it with him. But i know its close to impossible.. Plus. I've been trying hard to love him.. But yet forget that i lost him. Constant struggle to be happy without him. Wish i could say we at least have some connections. But trust me. We dont... Im as good as a dead person for 10 years... Wait. No im worse... Im as good as a stranger.. Cos at least people mourn for dead people after death... But nobody mourns for a stranger... So fuck yea...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLEN LIU WEIQIANG....!!! I WISH YOU LONGEVITY AND STUFF!!! WISH YOU GET ALL THE HAPPINESS YOU CAN FIND... YAY!!! HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!! WOO HOOOO!!! Have a good one .... =)
Im no where near where i want to be with him... and i dont intend to feel all sorrowful and depressed for the whole of today or any other day anymore. Not because ive gotten over him or because im pissed at him for leaving the way he did. But just because now, i want to live. I see my family everyday. And i want to live. and thinking about him makes me want to die. the only reason why i chill out lesser with friends and go out lesser is because i need more family. Because family gives me the strength and the faith to stay alive. And because i realise friends just come and goes too. And i hate that connection that everyone has. The connection that all of them, can actually choose to leave... I dont like emotions too much recently. And all the only emotion which is LOVE that i can feel is at home.
So im a home person now. I dun like to go out and see people living their fantasy. Or at least act like they are in fantasy land. Cos everyone's a bitch. everyone lies and pretends. But i dont hate everyone. Afterall, we're just trying to survive right? I pretend too... I pretend like i care. When i dont... Really... I dont...I'm just using you... And if you're doubting my friendship as you read this? Then fuck you. You're the kind that will leave me..
So let's put THAT aside and.... IT'S ..... pictures time!! =) ENJOY... I love you guys... Haha... Imafuckinghypocrite.. =)
Yeah.. Such is life...
Sometimes we're just like cigarettes...
TRUE. SO FUCKING TRUE.
SO FUCK YOU VIRGINS!
You've been fucked too!! =)
I dunno. I laughed hard at this.. I just...
Dont get... WHY APPLE?? LOL
Who wants HEART ATTACK at just 5.95?
What a steal... Wonder how they serve it...
LOL... EVER DONE THAT? HAHAH...
I'll be so embarrassed ill laugh till i cry..
STUPID.... STUPID STUPID STUPID....
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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
DEAR JACKASSES READING MY BLOG. HERE IS THE OFFICIAL JOKE OF THE DAY. WITH SPECIAL THANKS TO GK FOR MAKING MY FIRST SMILE EASY.
Dear Management,
I, the Penis hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:
* I do physical labor.
* I work at great depth.
* I plunge head first into everything I do.
* I do not get weekends or public holidays off.
* I work in a damp environment.
* I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation.
* I work in high temperatures.
* My work exposes me to contagious diseases.
Yours sincerely,
PENIS
THE REPLY -
Dear Penis:
After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons:
* You do not work 8 hours straight.
* You fall asleep after brief work periods.
* You do not always follow the orders of the management team.
* You do not stay in your designated area and are often see visiting other locations.
** You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working.
* You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift.
* You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such as wearing protective clothing.
* You will retire well before you are 65.
* You are unable to work double shifts.
** You sometimes leave your designated work area before you have completed the assigned task.
* Moreover, if all this is not enough, you have been seen constantly entering and exiting the work place carrying two suspicious-looking bags.
The Management
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Im so hungry. And i cant stop humming the song Billionaire by Travis McCoy. Nice tune, duncha think? =) Plus i DO want to be a billionaire... sooo fucking bad... =)
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I cant help it... Another joke by my "make-me-happy-today" guy...
This Indian boy goes to his mother one day with a puzzled look on his face.
"Say, mom, why is my bigger brother named Mighty Storm?" She told him, "Because he was conceived during a mighty storm."
Then he asked, "Why is my younger sister named Cornflower?" She replied, "Well, your father and I were in a cornfield when she was conceived."
"And why is my older sister called Moonchild?"
The mother said, "We were watching the moon landing while she was being conceived."
Mother Indian paused for a second and asked her son, "Tell me, Torn Rubber, why are you so curious???"
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HAHA !!! HI-fucking-LARIOUS!! LOL.. Would yu ever name your accidental child torn rubber? lol... if pple name their kids like that.. I think ill be named... "Ton of shit"... OR... just "SHIT".. Cos i was born in a pile of my mum's crap.. LOL.... I made her poop while pushing me out.. lol..
Sudah waktunya untuk makan siang!!
Dont know if that's what i want it to mean. BUT!! IT'S TIME FOR LUNCH!! LETS GO!! =)
Monday, June 21, 2010
OKAY PEOPLE!!! =)
I am sorry for the momentary hiatus i had from this space. I was busy the whole of last week doing an exhibition at Changi Expo. COMMUNICASIA 2010... Well, it was fun. Eye-opener... I bonded more with my new colleagues and we joked and fooled around. Personally i dont think the exhibition did much sales for us. I see it as just a way of improving our branding. And i also see that its a way for my MD to just show our competitors that we're still up and running in this race fo RACKS. LOL. But then again, who cares what i think? Im just a stupid office girl. still new and fresh ready to be eaten. And apparently, not professional enough. LOL... =) My MD thinks that none of us are professional enough... =\ born with a silver spoon. spoilt... ignorant... oblivious... brat.... =(
ON A LIGHTER NOTE!! =)
I am happy that ive bonded nicely with the rest of the guys... Getting out of the office for me was breath taking. I became happier. And i joked around more. finally i have some people to talk to and joke around with. So im happier.. =)
Apart from work. FATEHA PASSED HER DRIVING TEST!!! So now, officially... There's another female driver on the loose. LOL. Singapore better watch out. LOL. With Yeni, Fateha and I on the road. I think, its better to stay home. We'll sound alarms when we're driving and everyone should just stay in.. HAHA.. Now wouldnt THAT be great? *thinks "NO JAMSS!! WOOOHOOO!!!" *
SO YESTERDAY WAS FATHER'S DAY =)
I shared with my brother to get a perfume as a gift to my dad. And i tell you. The manchester united perfume is fucking orgasmic. I ever thought of buying it for Allen. But then, he wasnt mine anymore when i came across it. So im thinking. My dad needs a perfume. SO AWESOME! =) LOL. Now my house always has this orgasmic smell. although it sounds so wrong when you realise its my dad who's wearing it. BUT FUCK!! The perfume smells great.
And yesterday we watched The A-Team. ANOTHER FUCKING GOOD movie.. =) Made me laugh my ass off in the theater... It was a father's day family movie so i felt awesome watching it with the whole family. Wilson was around also, so it felt whole... Before that we ate at Din Tai Fung. food was okay. Good. Not bad. Not orgasmic though. I enjoyed the family bonding though. =)
Bought Bryan Soccer Gloves as his SUPER EARLY birthday present. =) He was a happy boy. I was happy too...
But Father's Day sort of brought back some memories i wont mention here. And Father's Day holds more meaning for me than you guys think .... I'll leave it at that. Just wish i wasnt so easily slipped off the mind...
AND SOME PICTURES I GUESS =)
Im getting sick of picture hunting and jokes hunting. I dont know why... Too much of the good stuff makes you sick, i guess... =\ I still have some stored up. So dont worry ill still be putting up pictures.. In fact, i think ill put a few up right now.. =) enjoy loves... =)
YEAH balls... DRAINED OUT....
BUT....
HUH?? WHO??? LOL....
AND THIS IS...
THE ULTIMATE TRUTH...
YES FUCK. WE HAVE TOO MANY PERIODS...
LOL... SO TRUE...
I should have a PhD in Awesomeness man...
to shut some people up. LOL.
Nobody is awesomer than me.. lol
FUCK YEAH IM AWESOME!!! =)
Monday, June 14, 2010
YESTERDAY WAS NICE... =)
Yesterday was spent :
SHAT. Breakfast with the family.. Ate the nicest kaya/butter bun i tasted in a long time...
Home where i took a nap...
Woke up for dinner...
Shat....
Went for badminton session with Bryan. Joined by my cousins and friends..
Learnt a little bit of squash... Sucked at it...
Supper(although i didnt eat), BROKE..
Send Bryan Home late at night...
Left to go fishing with Harris, Logen, Edmund and GK. SHAT. Went to SAF Yacht Club.
Went for early breakfast at RK. I couldnt eat cos everything was oily.
Home, showered.. and tada!! Now at work... I didnt sleep a wink last night... =\
Tired tired tired... =(
struggling to stay awake...
MORE SPORTS DAY TO COME.
MORE HEALTHY LIFESTYLE MOTIVATIONAL SHITS TO COME...
SWIM SWIM SWIM!! Cant wait.. =P
No pictures/songs/jokes today... To lazy and bored... Not in the mood... Sorry...
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Dammit. I forgot to bring the book Fateha lent me to work.. Now im left with nothing to do at work.. and my eyes are threatening to close on me.. And my miind is telling me i should just .. sleep... =\ BUT... Im hungry... =( FML...
Im gonna go watch south park...
Friday, June 11, 2010
TODAY'S TOPIC : SONGS.. // PICTURES // RANDOM
Used to love it when Mark sang this song at BS last time...
Heard it again when Harris told me it was a nice song...
Now i like it.. although it sounds emo and the music is so....
the kind of music i wanna die to...
But its good.. =)
Even though listening to this song long enough..
Makes me think about stuff i keep telling myself not to think...
How? Its nice leh... LOL..
Was awesomer when Mark sang it.. Somehow..
He didnt make that song sound so emo.. =\
I guess THAT'S WHY...
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MY BRITHDAY 2010.... =)
At some seesha place(haji lane) with the VGs and partners =)
They surprised me with cake.. They actually managed to surprise me...
Good job girls... =)
I was happy... HAPPY as a butterfly...
And i met new friends... Like our server ETHEN... Who is nice.. =)
I cannot BEGIN to express how much i feel for this two girls...
Fucking forever babes.. =)
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DRINKING SESSION WITH THE LEPAK-KINGS
BOMBAY, and ABSOLUT, and afterwards some other cheap vodka...
EVENTFUL NIGHT. I SWEAR...
BUT awesome... =)
They sang a song for me...
Couldnt ask for better group of lepak friends..
We are pretty fucking much, AWESOME.
My ecstasy(s).. =)
They will be serving NS soon.. one by one...
And ill be left all alone... =(
But they never fail to make me feel "special" cos im a..
GUESS WHAT??
WOMAN!!!
Never had so much fun and drama at a drinking session since erm...
*remembers and shivers*
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FAMILY... =)
DIM SUM WAS GREAT...
I wore the present Bryan gave me for my b'day...
IT'S A TIARA!!! =) YAY...
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GRADUATION MAY 2010... WOOOHOOOO!! FUCK SCHOOL!!
MY mum and dad came to my graduation.. =)
They must be SOOOO proud of me.. HAHA
POLY BUDS. Became my awesome friend now who is serving NS.. =)
Now, my best friends boyfriend..
Because i had him for a friend in the last year of poly...
THANKS ZIMBO!!
FUCK SCHOOL!! YEAH!!!
TRIGGER HAPPY
AND BECAUSE KIDS....
I AM LORD VOLDEMORT!!!!
AVADA YOUR KEDAVRA, ASSWIPES!!! =)
"ANY LAST WORDS, POTTER?"
